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i ran out of breath months ago, and i'm
still underwater...

up and down have become the same, the length of the
panic of drowning has now given way to an overwhelmingly terrifying apathetic scream for mercy that plays on repeat in what's left of my quickly disintegrating mind...

there is no response...

my body and soul go weak and limp, from being racked for so long by a sadness and tears so hard, they make me vomit, at least twice daily...

i awake furious, the shaking from out of the marrow commences and every
muscle tenses til it's banded, until i am so angry i cry...

my body and soul go weak and limp, from being racked for so long by a sadness and tears so hard, they make me vomit...



i awake furious, the shaking from out of the marrow commences and every muscle tenses til it's banded, until i am so angry i cry...



my body and soul go weak and limp, from being racked for so long by a sadness and tears so hard, they make me vomit...