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i think i'm dying. my kidneys hurt, i have a headache so bad, i can barely read the words i'm typing, i've had a fever for three days, that just keeps getting worse. when i cough(which is all day), it throws my back out, and makes all of the dull razorblades in my brains jangle against whatever's left in there. i was thinking about going to the hospital, but i can barely walk to the bathroom, so driving is out.

wish me not to die.

EDIT:

i'm not so afraid of dying now, as i was some hours ago. i haven't been this sick, since i had meningitis, it almost killed me. really, it was that close. so the fear came like an acid flashback, that just wouldn't quit.

i'd like to thank:

Abiss, TrishyRishyRoo,Vivid, and last but never least, Shaine...

not having anyone close, or caring enough to take care of me, its nice to have had them(you) stop, and help as much as one can, over the satellites, cables, towers and phone wires that make up this interweb .

i appreciate it, greatly. thank you.

i'm drugging like a junkie, souping, and drinking so much water i feel like a man sized canteen, now that i can move. i may be better by the end of the week. *crosses fingers*

also, for some reason, out of nowhere, i really wanted to hear this...

and this...




word-out.

EDIT:

these...




just helped to forget how shitty i was feeling too.
thanks, Squeak