I took your advice and got LOTSSS of good sleep. I've been sleeping all day, to make up for the lack of sleep last night. I'm going to probably try to go to sleep again soon if that's possible. When I woke up today I felt immensely better. Probably because I finally got the strength to quill half a pitcher of koolaid before I fell out. I also got the strength to carve a grave for Bishop this afternoon - though it was nearly impossible to make an impact in the dirt and took me hours to scrape a deep enough hole out.
I spoke with the breeder today, something I had been dreading, and she's going to give me another one. She was pissed that I took the vet's advice over her own, which is understandable. I couldn't feel excited because I felt horrible for entertaining the idea of replacing Bishop so soon.
I don't want to talk about all that.
Tonight I want to be with a lover, under someone else's blankets, asleep in a new house in someone's protective arms. Somewhere where nobody knows where to find me. WHY can't I, hmm? :/
Oh, but I want that so bad.
I spoke with the breeder today, something I had been dreading, and she's going to give me another one. She was pissed that I took the vet's advice over her own, which is understandable. I couldn't feel excited because I felt horrible for entertaining the idea of replacing Bishop so soon.
I don't want to talk about all that.
Tonight I want to be with a lover, under someone else's blankets, asleep in a new house in someone's protective arms. Somewhere where nobody knows where to find me. WHY can't I, hmm? :/
Oh, but I want that so bad.
darwinwest:
I'm glad you're feeling better, but I'm sorry to hear about Bishop. I'd invite you to come snuggle with me, but I live entirely too far away. Alas...
stompbox:
That sounds like a nice thing to want, and it's a shame you can't have it. 