Thursday Jan 05, 2006

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So, here I am at work doing the good ol' 14 hour shift. II cant even look forward to tomorrow being Friday because I work the whole weekend. TGIF-big fucking deal!!!! At least my birthday is Sunday. Yay! I'll get presents.
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dekews:
Happy early Birthday!!! biggrin
jj_r0x0rz:
thanx smile

So what are your plans for sunday?

Tuesday Jan 03, 2006

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Oh, just when I think it cannot get any worse,..IT CAN. and does. Unfortunately I know what it feels like to hate. I wait for the day when I wake up and I dont feel that hatred.
pstlapsecassiel:
Why did you betray and mislead me, I thought sometime in October.

Pain, sorrow, rage and onfusion in a life that felt uprooted, and I could not recognize myself.

Then I realized that the person I loved and treasured was not the one that turned out to be a traitor. As confusion settled, I realized that the capacity to betray killed what I treasured, and that the real her was the traitor, ultimately. Once that came to mind, my onw pain subsided.

Hang in there. Your non-plexiglassed heart will eventually be the very thing that will make you dizzy with happiness one day.

danjal:
"Pain has a face........allow me to show it to you."




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Monday Jan 02, 2006

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Nothing super spectacular happened on the first day of this new year. Nothing worth mentioning happened on the second day either. But maybe on the third day it will happen. And if not then maybe on the forth day. But, if it doesn't happen on the fifth day I might start to get impatient. I need to see a sign that this year will suck...
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danjal:
HASSLEHOFF ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
pstlapsecassiel:
2005 was a weird year for a bunch of people I know, including myself.

2006 will be the one where all that bad karma will be cnverted into good. It will happen... jut watch.

Leave the heart where it is, though. I had to be reminded by a really good friend that my susceptibility to great sorrow also indicates that I am capable of great joy. That will come too.

Have a fantastic new year, and since you started it, Feliz Ano Novo.

Friday Dec 30, 2005

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Oh journal,
Life wasn't very exciting today. Let's give it until tomorrow, shall we? I do think that is a wonderful idea. I bet something fantabulous will happen to me on the last day of this suck year.
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danjal:

thought you'd like this............had alot of fun last night..........see ya later
abarat:
Yeah, that is cute. smile

Thursday Dec 29, 2005

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nails in your feet nails in your feet you cant run if theres nails in your feet

crazy glue in your palms grazy glue in your palms you cant rip my heart out with crazy glue in your palms

stitches on your lids stitches on your lids you cant see my tears with stitches on your lids

shoveling dirt in your mouth shoveling dirt in...
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Tuesday Dec 27, 2005

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how soon is now?
when is forever?
i have my prince
where is my king?

Tuesday Dec 27, 2005

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how soon is now?
and when is forever?
i have my prince.
where is the king?
semjaza:
My life sucks too. frown

Monday Dec 26, 2005

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Dear ex boyfriend,

Why dont you want to renew your priveledges?
Think of all the benefits that membership brings.
Oh, and I hate you.
dekews:
mad frown
Sorry.
My divorce was clean. "you got your stuff? I've got mine. Nice knowing you."

Sunday Dec 25, 2005

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Oh, I'm so lucky to have the wonderful people in my life that I do.

Thank you so much ex-boyfriend for the five times that I had to go to court this year. You know how much I respect and appreciate our state's legal system.

Thank you also to most current ex boyfriend for ripping my heart out and tossing it away in the garbage....
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danjal:
well um.........merry christmas?
dekews:
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I hope next year brings better things.
Why so many trips to court?!

Friday Dec 23, 2005

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I feel sour.
Sour times.
Times like these call for desperate measures.
I am going to need a really big ruler.
Or a yardstick.
Someone get me a yardstick.

I need a shovel.
I need a LARGE Rubbermaid container.
And rope.

(I am amazed when I see video surveilence of some asshole on T.V. in Home Depot buying lets say,...a shovel, tape, rope, trash bags,...
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bigl:
feliz natal for you too wink
danjal:
what?

Tuesday Dec 20, 2005

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Hello heartache. I just wanted to let you know that I think you blow. So, fuck off.
Please and Thank you.
gimmick:
I guess that's one way to handle it.
Heartache sucks.
I'm sorry to read that you're going threw it
Good luck smile
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