What a long, strange time since last I wrote here. I am being surrounded by the insanity of a toxic relationship from which I find it extraordinarily difficult to remove myself. Currently on a week of not talking to one another. I don't feel I've done anything wrong. Nothing to deserve this treatment. I am trying to do everything for her, to make her happy and comfy. I get my words twisted, and she holds on to things that I say in passing, treating them as gospel. She says she isn't good enough for me. Repeatedly she says this. I don't understand. That is, in fact, why we're on this break. Because she isn't good enough for me. She won't listen when I tell her that she is good enough, when I tell her that I love her deeply and truly. I'm getting the feeling that she wants to break up with me, but won't do it...she is trying to force my hand. Shit sucks.
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Also, I'll be at the North Market for lunch Tuesday, I'll stop by the meat shop there and if I see ya, will introduce myself and say hello.