abadseed

i'm getting closer and closer to ending this long distance relationship. i can't handle it anymore, and its only been since the end of april. no intimacy over the phone or skype. no intimacy the week before i left. i'm just kind of feeling like a friend that she is keeping around to make her feel better because all of her other friends suck. we talk about how our days went, and she just continually bitches about everything. its getting really fucking hard to deal with. doesn't help that a secret admirer is sending her gifts...