YAY!!!! Babygirl isn't leaving afterall. That made my yesterday.
And as an extra yay - I added like four or five new people to my list yesterday. So ... hello AmyDoll, girl_afraid, kaskata, no onecauseIthoughttherewasmorebutthereisnt and stillnoonedidntyoureadthelastonequestionmark.
*waves at the three cute ladies*
I really have nothing to say for today ... leave me a testimonial or something ... I feel...
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And as an extra yay - I added like four or five new people to my list yesterday. So ... hello AmyDoll, girl_afraid, kaskata, no onecauseIthoughttherewasmorebutthereisnt and stillnoonedidntyoureadthelastonequestionmark.
*waves at the three cute ladies*
I really have nothing to say for today ... leave me a testimonial or something ... I feel...
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I can't say that today was anything like yesterday ... but it was still pretty cool.
I learnt the computer system today and spent about five hours doing stock.
See ... we have a tiny storage room, which is already stacked to the brim with stuff.
So what do we get in stock today? Five freaking skids of stuff.
It was interesting to fit it...
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I learnt the computer system today and spent about five hours doing stock.
See ... we have a tiny storage room, which is already stacked to the brim with stuff.
So what do we get in stock today? Five freaking skids of stuff.
It was interesting to fit it...
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its_weaselle:
someone who understands ptsd! nah, this has been a fucked up year, lol. i have had ptsd since i was a kid, so it kind of sucks i have no control over emotions/memories sometimes. all that weird dissociation crap and repressed memories, 
my husband has a fun time dealing with me 
my husband has a fun time dealing with me 
hyenahell:
i'm soooo cold right now... and it's 59 degrees here. i can't imagine what it might be like up your way... so i'm gonna pass on the invite until, oh, say july? 
-Hyena.
so i'm gonna pass on the invite until, oh, say july?
-Hyena.
I got paid today to play with a remote control car.
Literally ... that's all I did for six and a half hours.
My new job rocks.
And - carrying on ... another member you should really get to know is graciebaby. Unfortunately her account went grey awhile ago and I miss her and haven't heard from her.
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Literally ... that's all I did for six and a half hours.
My new job rocks.
And - carrying on ... another member you should really get to know is graciebaby. Unfortunately her account went grey awhile ago and I miss her and haven't heard from her.
So instead of her - go...
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mc_dove:
cars! friends! yay!
i wish i got paid to play with stuff. that's all i do, anyway.
i wish i got paid to play with stuff. that's all i do, anyway.
infinity:
ok i cant spell flood...i admit it...
nice job ya got though.
nice job ya got though.
So, once again Thursday was interesting.
I was in a lot of pain due to my back ... frankly, it still fucking hurts. It is these times where I wish I had a doctor that wasn't a complete retard or could find a practice that was accepting new patients. And that leads me on a little tangent - what the fuck is this with not...
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I was in a lot of pain due to my back ... frankly, it still fucking hurts. It is these times where I wish I had a doctor that wasn't a complete retard or could find a practice that was accepting new patients. And that leads me on a little tangent - what the fuck is this with not...
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chancy:
dentists are like that too...
i got him an Olympus Stylus 410 i don't know a lot about cameras, so i got a friend of mine to recommend one to me. it works well so far
what do you think?
i got him an Olympus Stylus 410 i don't know a lot about cameras, so i got a friend of mine to recommend one to me. it works well so far
what do you think?Alright, my back is feeling a bit better right now, so I'll start was I wanted to on Monday and won't prolly update again until Sunday.
I wanted to stay on the introspective part of my life and pinpoint some awesome individuals on this site.
First and foremost, someone who seems to be leaving, which saddens me, but it is understandable.
babygirl is my puppy...
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I wanted to stay on the introspective part of my life and pinpoint some awesome individuals on this site.
First and foremost, someone who seems to be leaving, which saddens me, but it is understandable.
babygirl is my puppy...
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pollypocket:
Gah! I got your IM, but was up in the middle of nowhere... lol. And it came to my phone. Try again! 
hyenahell:
yay! thanks for adding me back. like i said, i haven't been hanging around much lately, but don't think i don't love you anymore.
-Hyena.
-Hyena.
I had a cool idea for a journal entry for each day of the week ... but my back is killing me and it hurts to sit here and type a bunch 
I need a massage ... or a new back. Help.
*UPDATE* Day three of immense back pain. Still no cool journal entry.
I need a massage ... or a new back. Help.
*UPDATE* Day three of immense back pain. Still no cool journal entry.
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paintedbat:
I bet you could buy a new back on ebay
radiofrank:
Three days...have you seen a doctor about this yet?
They say you need to feel something out of life ... and I think that's what my problem is.
Maybe I'm running from life without meaning to. I mean ... I don't constantly feel like I am part of my surroundings. I think I tend to blend in sometimes out of fear ... fear of rejection, fear of expectations, fear of change, etc.
See ......
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Maybe I'm running from life without meaning to. I mean ... I don't constantly feel like I am part of my surroundings. I think I tend to blend in sometimes out of fear ... fear of rejection, fear of expectations, fear of change, etc.
See ......
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pollypocket:
Hi! As for the phone sex thing... hmm.... should I really tell you? IM me sometime and I will explain it to ya...
IM me sometime and I will explain it to ya... 
smuffy:
ok yo update time even though I think you know just about everything...
anyway well you know I dumped the ex and we stopped talking but then we started email communication. no rehashing anything. just keeping abreast of each other's lives...like friends do. but then he like spazzed one day when I didn't write him back right away. actually I think I waited for like a month but what the fuck. it's not like we were dating again. jesus. so then he started getting belligerent and his last email he told me that I was an evil bitch and because of that it will be that much easier to get over me and said goodbye. I didn't hear from him again which was good. then my birthday rolled along and I got a terrible email from him. like really graphic pictures. and he wrote me a short message which read as follows: "although I hate you I would never forget your birthday. I hope you are safe and well. Be good.
happy birthday old lady. we will meet again one day... in hell. Bye."
I mean he acts like I killed someone in his family. jesus. I showed all my friends just in case anything ever happens...you know like he kills me or something. I haven't showed it to my parents because I don't want them to press charges or something. I mean I don't know why I'm protecting him still but I guess I just think even after all that he wouldn't actually do something to me. but that's about it for that. as for my crush here well I really don't have much to say about that anymore. I think he just never liked me and that was that. meh. I guess I can't have everyone like me right? it was kind of fucked up how everything happened and I'm still mooning over him but I don't know why. the dude will never like me! haha...
so that's truly it.
anyway well you know I dumped the ex and we stopped talking but then we started email communication. no rehashing anything. just keeping abreast of each other's lives...like friends do. but then he like spazzed one day when I didn't write him back right away. actually I think I waited for like a month but what the fuck. it's not like we were dating again. jesus. so then he started getting belligerent and his last email he told me that I was an evil bitch and because of that it will be that much easier to get over me and said goodbye. I didn't hear from him again which was good. then my birthday rolled along and I got a terrible email from him. like really graphic pictures. and he wrote me a short message which read as follows: "although I hate you I would never forget your birthday. I hope you are safe and well. Be good.
happy birthday old lady. we will meet again one day... in hell. Bye."
I mean he acts like I killed someone in his family. jesus. I showed all my friends just in case anything ever happens...you know like he kills me or something. I haven't showed it to my parents because I don't want them to press charges or something. I mean I don't know why I'm protecting him still but I guess I just think even after all that he wouldn't actually do something to me. but that's about it for that. as for my crush here well I really don't have much to say about that anymore. I think he just never liked me and that was that. meh. I guess I can't have everyone like me right?
it was kind of fucked up how everything happened and I'm still mooning over him but I don't know why. the dude will never like me! haha...
so that's truly it.
I really have nothing to say ... I've been in a shitty mood all weekend ... just thinking about a shit load of things and stuff.
Blah ... me needs to be happy. I honestly thought meeting the people I did on Thursday woulda pulled me outta the funk mood ... yet unfortunately it just sunk me in deeper.
I hate this.
Blah ... me needs to be happy. I honestly thought meeting the people I did on Thursday woulda pulled me outta the funk mood ... yet unfortunately it just sunk me in deeper.
I hate this.
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ericmetro:
Dude, those pics are awesome! HOGLEG MASSIVE INSIDE!!!
its_weaselle:
havin shitty funks and being stuck in 'em sucks. sorry dear
sorry dear
You know what I hate?
Nerves.
They suck. Not nerve endings ... they're alright ... I'm talking about the nerves that make your belly all fluttery and the ones that make me feel pukey.
Damn nerves. Fuggoff.
Nerves.
They suck. Not nerve endings ... they're alright ... I'm talking about the nerves that make your belly all fluttery and the ones that make me feel pukey.
Damn nerves. Fuggoff.
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dem_z:
Thanks for the Birthday Wishes!
I have some worrybeads, for the very worried.
Hope you're okay and that your nerves don't stop you doing stuff.
I have some worrybeads, for the very worried.
Hope you're okay and that your nerves don't stop you doing stuff.
shann71:
It's just a networking get drunk up party of sorts lol
There is no url for it, it's not actually an "official" party I think, or it's being pulled together last minute so there isn't much info to go on. If you were looking for models it would be good place to start. That and free booze and naked girls never hurt anyone! haha
There is no url for it, it's not actually an "official" party I think, or it's being pulled together last minute so there isn't much info to go on. If you were looking for models it would be good place to start. That and free booze and naked girls never hurt anyone! haha
1) How many people from SG do you talk to online, but not on SG?
2) How many people from SG have you chatted with on the phone?
3) How many have you met in real life?
ME?
1) A bunch. It's too early for me to count right now. I'd guesstimate like 10. Which is a damn lot when you consider one is the...
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2) How many people from SG have you chatted with on the phone?
3) How many have you met in real life?
ME?
1) A bunch. It's too early for me to count right now. I'd guesstimate like 10. Which is a damn lot when you consider one is the...
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ericmetro:
1) How many people from SG do you talk to online, but not on SG?
---Oh... I think this question and I are not going to Jive, cuz I just signed up to SG... I know a cat on SG who is my myspace friend, and I also know him from home... I suspect a few other online friends are here from a few other boards I frequent (Dogsonacid.com, knottyknotty.com) but who knows...
2) How many people from SG have you chatted with on the phone?
ZERO!!!
3) How many have you met in real life?
ZERO!!! I mean, I would be down to go to a club if there was a bunch of SG heads from LA getting together, that might be fun....
---Oh... I think this question and I are not going to Jive, cuz I just signed up to SG... I know a cat on SG who is my myspace friend, and I also know him from home... I suspect a few other online friends are here from a few other boards I frequent (Dogsonacid.com, knottyknotty.com) but who knows...
2) How many people from SG have you chatted with on the phone?
ZERO!!!
3) How many have you met in real life?
ZERO!!! I mean, I would be down to go to a club if there was a bunch of SG heads from LA getting together, that might be fun....
shann71:
Yea i only smoke when I drink, but that has become a reason to drink a LOT lately! lol
Did you ever start doing adult photography? There is a webmaster get together that you might be interested in going to in December, I'd be more than happy to hook you up.
Did you ever start doing adult photography? There is a webmaster get together that you might be interested in going to in December, I'd be more than happy to hook you up.
i already write video reviews for a skatemag here in Quebec. Id be stoked as fuck to do it.
You are one of the sweetest people I have talked to on this site if not the sweetest. I read that other journal entry. I just wanna give you a hug. ((hug))