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Five years ago today I was in a world of confusion.

My life had just started to turn around. I had been high risk suicidal for three years and just plain ole suicidal for three more years before that.

Feeling like my life around me was crumbling was a normal feeling. Feelings of hatred and loathing towards myself and life in general was typical.

It...
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aurora:
how have things been going for you lately.. i keep watching the mail for the cds.. i'm excited to see what they are.
faye:
I've done some nude modeling before, well once...*lol, but I was comfortable then and I think I would be again as long as there isn't like 30 people coming in and out. I'd want to bring someone with me as well just because....that's how I am. And for sure talk to me at the SG meet about it, I can't wait for that to happen I'm super pumped for it. Really though it would be great to have someone take photos because I got SOOOOO frustrated with the self timer, you just can't do the angels and poses that you want to. I wanted to be the photographer and the model and it just didn't work out *lol.

Take a look....this is me...it's my favorite that's when I was bigger though....

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Well ... midnight madness wasn't as bad as I thought ... it was more like midnight mild panic.

The time flew, my sales sucked and overall, I was damn tired.

But the J that I smoked after work made things feel so much better.

I am screwed for money - I think this first paycheque is going to paying off debt - and the next...
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faye:
Hello,

Thanks for your comment, I was just talking to someone and they told me that they turn down over 200 girls a week...that makes me scared. I know they just meant that it shouldn't get me down and I should just apply again or something but I dunno makes me even more scared than I already am.

Have you taken photography before like in school and whatnot?

And yep I tried to book off two dates for the meeting the 8th and the 9th hopefully I can stay with my friend Lee, I was going to stay with Tricky but we uh....ran into some problems and I don't want to stay there anymore *lol. But I'm doing my best to get there and as far as I know I will be there for sure!
faye:
When you apply you only send in three pictures....one is suppose to be a head shot...and the other two can be whatever you want, you can be clothed but they are suppose to show your body type well. I have some black and white pictures I did myself actually when I took photography, so I was going to send one of those or a couple of those...I'm nto sure *lol.
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johnnyforeigner:
I was never a huge Pantera fan, and I never heard Damage Plan. But that whole thing was just horrible frown frown
hotgoddess:
hello hotness...me and the boobies are doing great...the teeth are better now as well...i bit the bullet and went in...god i hate fuckig dentists lol. but at least now i'm outta pain, so that's a good thing...good thing i don't have as bad a gag reflex as you do...would kinda suck for the bf...actually i guess i couldn't suck lmao...ah well...i've been working on my gag reflex and it's almost none existant now wink take care sweetie kiss kiss
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Two days off and then I work Saturday for midnight madness.

If there is anyone in the Toronto area that will be doing nothing of interest on Saturday and want to cheer someone up who has been working all day, come visit me at As Seen on TV Showcase downstairs near the Bay.

I'll greatly appriciate any visitors.
sarcasticmenace:
Thank you for wishing me well...even if it was with someone else's words. kiss
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Fuck me.

And not in the sexual way ... unless you actually want to. But I can't see that happening.
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smuffy:
everything ok?

kiss
ericmetro:
I can hear you talking through my nose!!! eeek
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This is probably the worst way to wake up on a Monday.

Snow. And enough of it to cover everything and prolly make a shitty snowman.

Arg.

I dislike snow, 'cause I didn't put it there, but I'm expected to move it.

I've never understood why we spend millions of dollars to move something that is going to go away itself sooner or later.

Just...
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lucy:
*hugs*
Yeah, snow sucks. Stupid snow. Gah.
boo1:
Can you masturbate with your left hand?
NO! I actually cant. And I cant masturbate at all for 6 weeks. No sexual ANYTHING for 6 weeks. I dont think I'll make it.

What is the next best thing since sliced bread?
Weed. Or Sex. I derno

WHy do they call it lipstick if your lips dont stick together?
Cos its a STICK of....stuff....that makes your LIPS change colours! wee!
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Really now ... get your acts together SG - it's Sunday ... not Thursday.
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darklis:
Don't worry sweeties, it' not city line, it's only shitty Rogers cable. wink
jadednerdgirl:
Does it look like I have a penis?

I accidently spilled white lotion all over me at that point .... I don't know how the penis talk got in their. I was messin' with poor jojo
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Holy phone number fun on the site.

416-330-2425.

Leave me a message yo.
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jadednerdgirl:
well I know but I wanted to point that out even though you said it first tongue
radiofrank:
Hehehe...you'll be sorry that you left your number on here... wink

tongue
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Oy .... you know it is damn early in the morning when it is a brand spanking new day for you, but the sets on SG are still the same as yesterday.

I hate working early ... I haven't been up at this hour on purpose for a long time.
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slut_free_youth:
haha Mikey likes it... hahaha ♥ ♥

i do believe america is calling them french fries again.
the freedom fries idea was pretty damn stupid

but .... if we were doin away with french.. does that mean...
if you and i were to make out...
we would be freedom kissin?

*ba da ching*

xoxo
slut_free_youth:
sure smile
let's experiment... biggrin
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Wow ... this day was interesting ... and I have to thank all the SG models and SG members that replied to my thread for CD reviewers ... that made my mostly shitty day a lot better.

Happy to see a plan finally start falling into place.

Babygirl is my member of the day again. Why? Well ... she seems to be sad. And I...
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radiofrank:
Nothing wrong with being a little sappy and sweet. On occasion I break character and become a nice guy too. tongue
lucy:
Aww, you're so sweet!
*Hugs*