abadinfluence

So ... maybe a minute after I posted my last journal, I realized something.

No matter how many girls said they'd be alright with me touching their boobies, I'M TOO FUCKING SHY to ever do it.

I guess it's the way I was brought up or something ... but I've always just felt as if I shouldn't touch boobies on girls that aren't my girlfriend.

Am I alone in this?

Do you girls actually care? I've never really known whether me thinking I am being nice and respectful is actually the case ... or whether I am just worrying waaaaaaaay too much about possibly offending someone.

I mean like, sometimes I really feel that I try too hard to not offend or disrespect people when I could actually just release my anxiety and enjoy the surroundings and have fun like everyone else.

But it just all comes back to my desire to be different than everyone else. If everyone is doing it ... I tend not to.

See - I really do lose at life.

EDIT - Just to make sure my words are clear, I am not talking about random walk by boobings ... I am talking about where the girl has actually said it is okay for me to touch her boobies.