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Tuesday Jan 04, 2005

Jan 4, 2005
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I think I am coming down with something. My stomach has been blah the last two mornings when I've woken up and I've got the sniffles ... however, those are the only "symptoms" ... I dunno what to think anymore.

I also think that this is going to be a very interesting year based solely on my mindset in the past four days.

My thought patterns have been thus:

1) talk less but say more
2) be a better friend
3) believe in yourself.

So ... this has lead to:

1) people believing something is wrong because I'm not talking as much as I used to.

2) me deleting people off my friends list here because deep down, I didn't consdier them a friend ... just someone that randomly left comments in my journal whenever they felt like it

and

3) me doubting myself more.


Yup ... this is gonna be an interesting ride to say the least.
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manchester_black:
I remember last year, I made a conscious effort to fix some of the issues people had with me (and being in theatre school, there was pretty much a rag-on-me fest the last week before summer. My roomie opened up, and because I knew he meant well, I didn't take it personal, but then everyone else dumped everything on me) So I came back with a new mindset and the people who were difficult still were, and even though some people actually noticed and commented on my changes, they didn't seem to have any sort of effect. (Now theres a part of me that wants to chime in that I resolved not to change for anyone elses benefit, and instead to try and change situations and people to what I need, but I wont wink )
Jan 4, 2005
smuffy:
my father is sick too.

flu I think.

happy 1.05! biggrin
Jan 5, 2005

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