I am sooo tired right now people are sooo full of shit and here I am trying to be as real as I can be which is pretty damn real cause I hate bullshit... i feel like shit I have nbeen smoke free for like two days and right now I am stressing and I really want a cigarette but i am not going to...
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... I have soo much shit to do but I also have soo much shit on my mind that makes me not able to do the shit I gotta do ahhhhh!!!! goddamnit maybe I should just forget everything and become a drifter... live off what I can find and just be a shady character... like a ninja or something... modern day ninja... go unoticed and... Read More
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wallace:
yeah. well luckily i hang out with all my friends separately, so they don't know each other. and if they do, i don't know about it, and that's fine with me. i hang out with my boy, then my friends teena, hishi & mayu, then nina, then kelle, etc. but i'd never have my boy hang out with teena, hishi & mayu, and i'd never have nina hang out with kelle, etc. i just like to keep everythign separate. people act differently in around other people, and i'm not into that. the only reason i hang out with teena, hishi & mayu as a group is because i know they don't change who they are when we're all together, they are always just themselves. also, the whole frontier thing is an interesting idea. the way i imagine my drifting is that i would start out with a bunch of money, and then just take off & travel the world. i would meditate & meet new people, and do odd jobs like pick apples for some extra cash so i could continue travelling.
wallace:
what kind of job do you have?
yey coachella is coming up like in a little over a week!!! I am soo excited I cannot wait... now back to school work
so besides the bad news of my mother... I have some good news ... though it doesnt come close to evening out the mommy news... I am in love!!! yeah and I don't know if she likes me but I told her I really liked her and she is still talking to me and from past experience that seems to be a good sign!!! well...
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annabelle:
how can she not be in love with you!
annabelle:
thanks for the kind words on my set!
somehow i lost my sword?
xo annabelle
somehow i lost my sword?
xo annabelle
I am extremly tired right now and I feel like hell... I am really sad for a number of reasons my life is shit my life is shit the world is shit the world is shit this is life like I know it this is life like I know it 
SO I went to see my moms dr today and he told me that my moms not going to live to see the end of the year 
I feel like shit right now... I love my mom... shes the only one who has always been there for me... I dont know how I am taking this but it doesnt seem to be good at all
I feel like shit right now... I love my mom... shes the only one who has always been there for me... I dont know how I am taking this but it doesnt seem to be good at all
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wallace:
i'm sad for you & your mom. moms are the best & they run the world & they totally own. best wishes to you both!
jennifer:
I'm so sorry sweetie. My mom passed away on christmas of 1999. All I can tell you is spend the most time with her. Treasure the moments that you have right now with her while she is still on earth with you. <3333 if you ever need anything email me!
SO I just finished my first week of school and its been awsome except for the fact that I have to commute that sux!!! but I have been taking public transportation aka the bus and thats been intresting to say the least... and Its also saved me a lot of money being that gas is rediculous right now!!! well I am going to the getty...
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annabelle:
yay you made it through the first week.
i've been thinking about riding my bike to work because of gas prices.
ridiculous.
i've been thinking about riding my bike to work because of gas prices.
ridiculous.
annabelle:
oh and yes... if you ever want to see people you haven't seen in a while you go to del and they're usually there.
haha
haha
I am Just a lost soul in a world full of lost souls who don't know they're lost... I know only a little too well how lost I am
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geraldine:
I love Bordeners. Have been there since, last week(?) 
Did you find your ID? I'm trying to cut down on my drinking. These past two months have been a binge drinking marathon. So I only got drunk on Friday.
Did you find your ID? I'm trying to cut down on my drinking. These past two months have been a binge drinking marathon. So I only got drunk on Friday.
wallace:
cool stuff! to bad we're going on different days, but i hope we both have tons of fun there! wait, are you talking about magic mountain or san francisco?
I think I maybe losing my mind and that may be bad cause I start school in two weeks and I need my mind there... and I need to do good in school caus eI am going to be on probation!!!! and I can't get kicked out again b ut I think I should be okay... I am going to go see pretty girls make...
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akemi:
ekkkk the secret is out 
, and i was going to keep it all locked up in my pocket aswell 
xx
, and i was going to keep it all locked up in my pocket aswell xx
so I have nothing to do... I need to figure out what to do... well I start school in april so I should be okay... but this shit of not having anything to do is driving me insane!!!
haha