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so besides the bad news of my mother... I have some good news ... though it doesnt come close to evening out the mommy news... I am in love!!! yeah and I don't know if she likes me but I told her I really liked her and she is still talking to me and from past experience that seems to be a good sign!!! well all I can do is hope for the best ...

This is a really wierd time for me... Like something Is making me happy but at the same time I am extremely sad