aaryka

So.
I have this weird feeling.
A feeling that something is going to happen.
I don't know when.
Don't really care to know when.
I just want to know if my gut is telling me the truth.

So.
I have been really hating my job.
I can't stand it.
There are days where it's just so out of control I just want to cry.
I don't know what to do.
I honestly don't.

So.
It's time to call back.
I don't even know if I want to anymore.
Well that's a lie.
Simply because I know I don't want to.
Yet I know I should.
It's a smart move.
Anyone would tell me that.
It's just a move I don't want to take anymore.

So.
I don't know.
I just don't know anymore.
All I know is that I know what makes me happy and what doesn't.
I want to keep the good things around.
And Ex. the things that aren't good.
Only problem is that I have to keep certain things around no matter how I feel.


Life.