aaronleigh

Why is it that people always want to drag you back to your bad memories? I understand everyone hurts when they lose someone but for Christ's sake please don't smack me in the face with it... and then all of a sudden it happens... and one single salty pearl falls to the earth... You're back in that moment. One that my brother still says 8 years later was the single hardest thing he ever had to do in his life. "Aaron your best friend is dead." At least I don't have the outburst of self pity that I used to. But then again nothing is ever easier. You don't want it to get easier because if it does then you might forget or you might feel like you are starting to forget. Like you could
this rant is over
Aaron