Met a really cute girl the other night. Didn't say hardly one single word to her. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me, but I turn into an idiot when I meet girls I have a sexual draw towards. I consider myself a highly intelligent guy, but when a cute girl is around, all of a sudden, my brain shuts down and I can't do a damn thing to start it back up again. The bummer part about it is this, I used to talk to girls without any issue whatsoever, but that was because all those girls thought I was gay, and so they just felt comfortable around me in the first place, which in turn made me feel super comfortable. I wish I could go back to being mistaken as gay ... oh yeah, except for the part about never getting laid. Oh wait, struggling with that anyways. WORK BRAIN WORK!!!!!
Enough of that.
I'm going to be toning my weekends down for a while I think. Too many fun things this weekend, not enough brain power to keep it together. I tried something called Salvia. That shit is the most fucked up experience I have ever tried. Fuck fuck fuck. What I saw other people turn into was scary enough. I saw my buddy Jim running into walls, jabbering nonsense while not even being able to realize I was there. He would look through me, around me, although it was like he could barely hear me. He would turn in my direction when he heard a sound, but he couldn't find me.
When I tried it, I woke up in a Home and Garden center. Not like a trippy home and garden center, like an actual one, except I was lying on my back, and i thought I was standing up, so gravity made no sense, which caused an urgency which caused me just flopping around on the floor like a fish out of water. We are going to videotape our experiences this next time, because this is really a drug that nobody should take. I take it because I love fucking with my brain, and I love the things it provides me with. If I do something like that I can sleep later, because my brain is concentrating on this new world that was created. For someone with OCD/ADD, its a good thing ... if your brain can handle it. Its a short trip, but my god its mindbending. So so so weird.
Enough of that.
I'm going to be toning my weekends down for a while I think. Too many fun things this weekend, not enough brain power to keep it together. I tried something called Salvia. That shit is the most fucked up experience I have ever tried. Fuck fuck fuck. What I saw other people turn into was scary enough. I saw my buddy Jim running into walls, jabbering nonsense while not even being able to realize I was there. He would look through me, around me, although it was like he could barely hear me. He would turn in my direction when he heard a sound, but he couldn't find me.
When I tried it, I woke up in a Home and Garden center. Not like a trippy home and garden center, like an actual one, except I was lying on my back, and i thought I was standing up, so gravity made no sense, which caused an urgency which caused me just flopping around on the floor like a fish out of water. We are going to videotape our experiences this next time, because this is really a drug that nobody should take. I take it because I love fucking with my brain, and I love the things it provides me with. If I do something like that I can sleep later, because my brain is concentrating on this new world that was created. For someone with OCD/ADD, its a good thing ... if your brain can handle it. Its a short trip, but my god its mindbending. So so so weird.