So the sister and Dane returned home yesterday to a nice and clean apartment. They liked it. Lets see how long the cleanliness lasts. 
This weekend I took to a very lazy time. My right knee has started to give me serious issue as of late. I am currently walking with a limp, and it isn't leaving me too happy. So now, after a five...
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This weekend I took to a very lazy time. My right knee has started to give me serious issue as of late. I am currently walking with a limp, and it isn't leaving me too happy. So now, after a five...
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The pain of stupid people is getting on my nerves. If you don't know what you are doing, don't just go at it, ASK! Computers can be real big problems if you have no idea how to use the settings, so don't just do, ASK!
For some reason today I feel like freaking out (the stupidity has aided it, but isn't the original cause). My...
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For some reason today I feel like freaking out (the stupidity has aided it, but isn't the original cause). My...
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riley:
i sing for me and me alone
i sing for me and me alone
merrow:
At a certain level of performance, music is no longer a deeply personal matter. Occasionally music may seem selfish and egocentric to the musician, but the beauty of music is that so long as anyone else can hear it, the music is no longer about one persons enjoyment. If you had asked me last year why I kill (figuratively) myself for music, I would have said because I love to sing, solely for the pleasure of singing, blah de blah de fucking blah. However, why would you perform for other people if it was just for your own enjoyment? If music is solely for you, what are you communicating when you sing? Are you just telling yourself and no one else to believe what you sing? Personally the connection that I have with the audience when I am performing is the reason I still love to sing, and without that, even if singing makes me immensely happy just in practice, its all just a bunch of noise.
Good lord, talking about financial things is boring. Last night my buddy Peter came over, and he, my roommate and myself discussed hedge funds, mutuals funds, S&P, and all sorts of other financial related things. Good information to know, but man, not the most entertaining of subjects. Although it is sick to know and understand our economy. For instance, in hedge funds, so much money,...
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gish:
I've been to encore! but I think it was a wednesday night. this girl sang an obscene version of a song from the little mermaid, and thats where I first had an orgasm, the most awsome mixed drink ever.
I'm up at school now, 3 hours from boston, but if you are still working there when I get back I'll definitly come by!
I'm up at school now, 3 hours from boston, but if you are still working there when I get back I'll definitly come by!
I hung out with Jim last night. He and I are such good friends now. He is now my hetero life-mate. I'm stoked for his drum competition coming up. If he wins, he's going to take 10,000 and we are going to go to Europe. Just have a month of fun, then come back. I so hope he wins the competition.
Having my sister and...
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Having my sister and...
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So last night I got to hang out with my old roommate. God I love that guy. He's just an amazing person in general. The compassion he has, and the level of responsibility he operates on is heartening. And then we drank. 
It was fun, we were just gonna hang, then we decided we should drink, so we went out and picked up some Young's...
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It was fun, we were just gonna hang, then we decided we should drink, so we went out and picked up some Young's...
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riley:
i'm an engineer i just graduated in june so i'm a working lady now.
where are you hiding?
i just graduated in june so i'm a working lady now.
where are you hiding?
gish:
wait, you batend? how did I not know this?
Ah, the weekend. My three days of no news. And what a weekend it was. I don't want to get into the area of news. Too much for me to sob about, not enough of me to sob again.
Went down to Rhode Island and visited my buddy Kurt. Went out on his boat and enjoyed a bit of fishing, and mainly just hung out...
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Went down to Rhode Island and visited my buddy Kurt. Went out on his boat and enjoyed a bit of fishing, and mainly just hung out...
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At the moment, I'm about as livid as I can possibly imagine myself. Our government is the sickest beast in the world. I'm watching as people are starving and dehydrating in the aftermath of the hurricane, then I'm listening to Scott McClellan speak about the "zero tolerance" for looting, even for food and water because "supplies are being made available to them". So I guess...
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I'm in rare form right now. My life is just superb. My summer of fun has concluded, which means my liver can resume normal function. I'm now living in the South End, which means yesterday and today I've been walking to and from the office. What a great way to start my day, a nice little walk to the office. Ahh, the good life.
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gish:
you live in southie? which part? I spent a lot of my summer there.
liver function is overrated
liver function is overrated
So I am now living in the South End. And now I am loving my walk to work, my walk home, not having to take the train at all. Plus, I've got a larger room, which is good since I have a lot more shit than I used to. And I'm living with people who are just as evil as myself, which means I won't...
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And thus, my fear and loathing is over. Over this summer, I took part in a world that would have sent 99.9% of the population of this world insane. A summer Hunter S. Thompson would be proud of. I was able to enjoy more substance abuse than my liver will ever be able to forgive me for, but it has also helped me grow in...
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An absolute disregard for anyone but yourself. I despise you for that. Anyone else would be destroyed and ruined for life. Thank god for a strong will and mind. Fuck you.
I actually have a strong desire to seek someone out, torture and murder them. They deserve worse, but I'm not capable of the hate they deserve.
The human race is doomed as long as...
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I actually have a strong desire to seek someone out, torture and murder them. They deserve worse, but I'm not capable of the hate they deserve.
The human race is doomed as long as...
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And so my moving has begun. South End here I come. Those three flights of stairs were fucking horrible. By the time we finished, all of us were just shaking almost uncontrollably. Although now I feel really energetic. Gotta love the post work-out highs.
Had the opportunity to discuss religion with a nut who was wearing a sign and holding a cross outside the nightclubs....
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Had the opportunity to discuss religion with a nut who was wearing a sign and holding a cross outside the nightclubs....
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did you ever end up recording? your journal entries are so much more informative than mine.