aaronc

Well...whatever complaint I previously had is now forgotten. Anyways, new job is going smoothly and it is enjoyable. Although I have been missing out on a bit lately but I do enjoy my alone time, reading and watching movies. At least I tell myself that I am ok with it. Truth is it is lonely has hell. I get moving late in the afternoon, get to work by 4 or 5 and am working until 1 or 2am and if I stay late or get motivated on something then I am there to 4am. I love it but then I get home and don't feel like cooking and am not too tired and I just lay there in bed. So yeah. Maybe I'm just not used to it yet or maybe it will get better. Sometimes my schedule shifts if edit bays are open earlier. Then I get to get out by 10pm maybe and have an evening out.

Mom's birthday is this weekend and I am heading out to the suburbs Saturday for a nice little outing AND hopefully picking up my new Blackberry. I previously had one but it was work issued from my other job. So I have been sans Blackberry for 3 months now and I do miss having it. Other than that I just hope my miserable, cynical mood lightens up a bit because I have been a real downer lately. A realist, yes but a downer still. It has been a long time since I was that dreamer, head in the clouds, everything is possible...what happened to that guy?