aaron

I feel like an incredible wuss...So my roommates have some friends over right now, Jenny's brother is in town from Iowa and a couple of her friends from work are over and we're all drinking. Anyway, I don't have much to say but I'm listeningand drinking and being sort of social, but I'm in my head a bit too. Anyway this Ludacris song comes on the radio, and we're outside smoking. They like the song and were happy to hear it, and I like the song too, except for the fact it's the same song Lori and I used to listen to and sing along with and dance to. talk about being overwhelemed, I was already feeling lonely and shit but I just kind of lost it. So I'm in here with my music playing....drowning out the memories.....feeling alone.