quick update because i should be doing dishes like the happy little housewife i am.

(1) my friend made me beam this morning. so lately, i've been down (if you havent been able to tell by my journal entries and my lamenting about everything) and i got this message:

" Hello
I hope your day is going well
I've come to the realization that I"m my weakest in the morning...
like a lion cub I wake up and wonder who will care for me, protect me....then as minutes pass I realize..
that I DON"T GIVE A FUCK
and that my destiny is chosen by my words and actions
and I am creating my own fate... nobody is ticking down the tocks for me...
I'm strengthened every minute after that....
TODAY
IF U FEEL DOWN
U SHALL NOT
you will regain your innermost urges to BE UP AND AT 'EM
and yes this is your motivational speach for the day
xoxoxox i love u!"

D'AW. I really love my friends and just how they know the simplest things (ever just words) can make me smile.
I love wordplay. Almost as much as foreplay.

(2) Sometimes I think life has a funny way of working out. So much drama lately. It's been bugging the shit out of me. I've been trying to stay away from it because drama is for your momma. But it seems like I'm in the centre of it all. However, I'm not the queen. More like the mediator. "Children, stop fighting!". Sometimes, I forget that I'm as young as I am because most people would be all up in the drama. But I want as far away as possible from it. Regardless, out of all the drama an interesting thing came up which has plagued my mind for weeks now. Instead of letting it fester inside myself, I have finally said something to someone who I trust. This could be the beginning of something strange and wonderful.

(3) I wrote a poem yesterday. !!!! YAYAYAYYAYA.

(4) SCHOOL SUCKS!


I LOVE YOU ALL
BUH-BYE.