so where do i begin.
(1) chris isnt coming over tonight anymore. long story. sigh. i knew i should not have gotten my hopes up. it's not his fault. shit happens. it just seems to ALWAYS happen with my friends.
(2) it seems like i can't sleep past 7:30am. not just that. this morning i had a nightmare. well - not a nightmare but more of a really bad dream, which has kinda set the tone for my day. i woke up and almost started crying. fuckin eh.
(3) ever feel used and abused? yea. that's how i feel right now. and no. i dont feel like getting into details. sigh. let's just say, i'm stupid.
(4) i've been downloading all the music everyone suggested to me. thanks everyone. i've also been downloading more emo-ish music, because i feel all bland and whuteva right now.
(5) abadinfluence is the best for listening to me last night. thanks darling.
(6) everyone should go over and wish zarina a happy birthday. hope it's a good one babe!
(7) i had to break up a fight at school the other day between my best school friend (who is the vice-chair on the art show) and the logistics chair. and yes, it was art show related. however, yesterday was the last day. THANK GOD! and some guy said we did such an amazing job - he wants to give us $1000? i'm confused. but if he wants to give us money, i'm all for it. saves me from pimping myself out.
(8) got a call back from the pet store. they want me to give them references. hurrah! looks like i'm gunna have a 2nd job soon enough.
(9) jeanette winterson is coming to toronto soon. i have to thank retsin of informing me of this - because i had NO idea. anyways, my exgirlfriend and i just started talking again recently. we had a really bad breakup. anyways, we're gunna go together (with a couple of our mutal friends). she's all domesticated now (in a very serious relationship). we've both grown up since our breakup so much and we've both been talking so much lately. i'm happy. her and i always had all the same interests in music, books, poetry, fashion, etc. it's great to just be able to talk to her once again.
(10) and finally, some questions for you guys.
-Have you ever met anyone famous? If so, who?
-What is your favourite movie & why?
-If you could travel anywhere in the world - where would it be?
and finally from moi ... a lyric:
You'll say you understand
But you don't understand
You'll say you'd never
Give up seeing eye to eye
But never is a promise
And you can't afford to lie
You'll never touch
These things that I hold
The skin of my emotions
Lies beneath my own
You'll never feel
The heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper
Than I've ever shown
To you
You'll say
Don't fear your dreams
It's easier than it seems
You'll say you'd never
Let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise
And you can't afford to lie
You'll never live
The life that I live
I'll never live the life
That wakes me in the night
You'll never hear
The message I give
Youy'll say it looks as though
I might give up this fight
But as the scenery grows
I see in different lights
The shades and shadows
Undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch
I see from greater heights
I realise what I am now
Too smart to mention
To you
You'll say you understand
You'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up
Knowing how or why
I don't know what
To believe in
You won't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing
When I start to cry
But never is a promise
And I'll never need a lie
(1) chris isnt coming over tonight anymore. long story. sigh. i knew i should not have gotten my hopes up. it's not his fault. shit happens. it just seems to ALWAYS happen with my friends.
(2) it seems like i can't sleep past 7:30am. not just that. this morning i had a nightmare. well - not a nightmare but more of a really bad dream, which has kinda set the tone for my day. i woke up and almost started crying. fuckin eh.
(3) ever feel used and abused? yea. that's how i feel right now. and no. i dont feel like getting into details. sigh. let's just say, i'm stupid.
(4) i've been downloading all the music everyone suggested to me. thanks everyone. i've also been downloading more emo-ish music, because i feel all bland and whuteva right now.
(5) abadinfluence is the best for listening to me last night. thanks darling.
(6) everyone should go over and wish zarina a happy birthday. hope it's a good one babe!
(7) i had to break up a fight at school the other day between my best school friend (who is the vice-chair on the art show) and the logistics chair. and yes, it was art show related. however, yesterday was the last day. THANK GOD! and some guy said we did such an amazing job - he wants to give us $1000? i'm confused. but if he wants to give us money, i'm all for it. saves me from pimping myself out.
(8) got a call back from the pet store. they want me to give them references. hurrah! looks like i'm gunna have a 2nd job soon enough.
(9) jeanette winterson is coming to toronto soon. i have to thank retsin of informing me of this - because i had NO idea. anyways, my exgirlfriend and i just started talking again recently. we had a really bad breakup. anyways, we're gunna go together (with a couple of our mutal friends). she's all domesticated now (in a very serious relationship). we've both grown up since our breakup so much and we've both been talking so much lately. i'm happy. her and i always had all the same interests in music, books, poetry, fashion, etc. it's great to just be able to talk to her once again.
(10) and finally, some questions for you guys.
-Have you ever met anyone famous? If so, who?
-What is your favourite movie & why?
-If you could travel anywhere in the world - where would it be?
and finally from moi ... a lyric:
You'll say you understand
But you don't understand
You'll say you'd never
Give up seeing eye to eye
But never is a promise
And you can't afford to lie
You'll never touch
These things that I hold
The skin of my emotions
Lies beneath my own
You'll never feel
The heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper
Than I've ever shown
To you
You'll say
Don't fear your dreams
It's easier than it seems
You'll say you'd never
Let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise
And you can't afford to lie
You'll never live
The life that I live
I'll never live the life
That wakes me in the night
You'll never hear
The message I give
Youy'll say it looks as though
I might give up this fight
But as the scenery grows
I see in different lights
The shades and shadows
Undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch
I see from greater heights
I realise what I am now
Too smart to mention
To you
You'll say you understand
You'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up
Knowing how or why
I don't know what
To believe in
You won't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing
When I start to cry
But never is a promise
And I'll never need a lie
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Yeah man... I used your logic with the name 'Vixenette'... adding a french ending makes anything sound sexy!
2) I'd say that my favourite movie (at the moment, anyways) is Master And Commander. I've always had a bit of a thing for historical epics, and this particular one was done very well.
3) I'd like to go back to Italy (mostly to see Roman stuff firsthand).
Happy Easter!