wow.
i never thought i'd stay home on a saturday night to do dishes.
i'm such a fucking winner. however it's necessary.
im not JUST staying home to do that tho. i have this feature assignment due that i found out is due this WEDNESDAY - so i'm having a slight heart attack. i want to finish it tonight so i can go out tomorrow after work.
just got in from the village and bought a bunch of shit for the house that was necessary. walking around i felt like i was in this complete daze tho. totally out of it. i just walked around and actually sat down a couple times to collect myself and think about what i was doing. i knew i should have brought a list with me. however i did get everything i was suppose to... i think?
anyways, as a reward to myself ... im going to get drunk after the homework is done. nothing is better than getting drunk by yourself (hahahah) . i'm gunna watch the notebook - yes, a sappy girlie movie - and most likely have a good cry. the cute gay man at the video store (not blockbuster, barf.) told me to bust out the kleenex.
omg. i sound so disgustingly emo in this entry.
so emo i would punch myself in the face.
but i'm actually not.
hahah. it's funny because i'm actually pretty darn happy right now.
so happy my face hurts.
no word of a lie.
just going through the motions, yo.
but lately ive just been sayin f it.
i just need some "ama" time.
jah kno.?
and f what anyone thinks or cares or says.
cos im just doin what i can.
tonight is just a treat since i havent been able to do anything for myself in so long (being broke is the worst thing eva).
so here is to me.
time to get drunk bitches.
have a good weekend.
i never thought i'd stay home on a saturday night to do dishes.
i'm such a fucking winner. however it's necessary.
im not JUST staying home to do that tho. i have this feature assignment due that i found out is due this WEDNESDAY - so i'm having a slight heart attack. i want to finish it tonight so i can go out tomorrow after work.
just got in from the village and bought a bunch of shit for the house that was necessary. walking around i felt like i was in this complete daze tho. totally out of it. i just walked around and actually sat down a couple times to collect myself and think about what i was doing. i knew i should have brought a list with me. however i did get everything i was suppose to... i think?
anyways, as a reward to myself ... im going to get drunk after the homework is done. nothing is better than getting drunk by yourself (hahahah) . i'm gunna watch the notebook - yes, a sappy girlie movie - and most likely have a good cry. the cute gay man at the video store (not blockbuster, barf.) told me to bust out the kleenex.
omg. i sound so disgustingly emo in this entry.
so emo i would punch myself in the face.
but i'm actually not.
hahah. it's funny because i'm actually pretty darn happy right now.
so happy my face hurts.
no word of a lie.
just going through the motions, yo.
but lately ive just been sayin f it.
i just need some "ama" time.
jah kno.?
and f what anyone thinks or cares or says.
cos im just doin what i can.
tonight is just a treat since i havent been able to do anything for myself in so long (being broke is the worst thing eva).
so here is to me.
time to get drunk bitches.
have a good weekend.
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I hope that you had a great weekend.