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Sunday Jul 15, 2007

Jul 15, 2007
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wow.
it's been awhile.
a long while.

things have been so all over the place lately.
i guess i just didn't know where to begin.
my life feels completely out of control.

this year has not been kind to me.
but i'm trying to make the best of it - considering it's almost over.
there is still a lot of negative things happening but i'm trying.
sometimes it's hard, and i find myself crying a lot of times.
i feel sad. helpless. confused. unwanted.
and my self-esteem has gone down the toilet.
but i'm trying to look on the bright side.

this past weekend - i spent in missisauga with my parents.
i got a new hair cut. got blonde highlights put into my hair.
i also scored myself two interviews.
one at a company called VoX for an account executive position.
another one at a company called motum b2b for a pr assistant position.
i bought some new clothes for my interview.
looked into consolidation loan for my debts.
hmm. what else?
finally - i'm making positive change in my life.

this weekend with my parents was good and relaxing.
yet it still made me feel sad about certain things.
and i think i have to stop kidding myself about certain things.
sad, yet true.

i hope everyone is doing well.
<3
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faye:
OMG I'm sorry I'm an asshole and forgot this...but if you want to directly email my you can do that at courtney.tessier@gmail.com or you can add me to msn courtneytessea@hotmail.com

Sorry I'm retarded and thought of that after I left you my last comment and signed out of the site. *LOL I'm a scatter brain.

*more kisses
Jul 20, 2007
slingshot:
Yeah, I am (was?) addicted to cntm, too!

For me, I hated Tara at first, I thought she had such an attitude problem, but I warmed up to her later in the show.

I liked Rebecca, too. She seemed like a pretty together person.
Jul 21, 2007

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