aaardvark's SuicideGirls Blog

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rylie:

I woke up at 5:15am and was very confused because I didn't remember falling asleep. alas, you were gone. I sorry.

Feb 21, 2005

pixie_punch:

yeah, sorry about us falling asleep!

Feb 21, 2005

Nothing.

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madryan:

I don't buy it.

Feb 20, 2005

icantplayguitar:

are you sure?

Feb 20, 2005

Different journal post, because my last one was lame and I hate it.

I'm listening to The Blower's Daughter by Damien Rice. One of my ex's used to listen to this song all the time, over a year ago, and I guess it just got popular, so I've been listening to it again and it's making me extremely nostalgic. I hate the fact that I...
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scoots:

now you are starting to sound like me.

Feb 17, 2005

icantplayguitar:

i want to know your monster thoughts

Feb 17, 2005

I made pretty awesome money the other night at work, lets hope I can do the same on Friday.

Last night I was going to see some metal bands off of Central in Columbia Heights. I get there to find that Jenn's friend has been kicked out because she's puking all over the place, so Jenn and I drop her off at a friend's house...
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judas:

i was privy to much metal last evening. corrosion, pro-pain, entombed...

my ears are ringing.

Feb 17, 2005

"But if there's one thing about you that I admire it's baby because you stay with me maybe because you're as crazy as I am."

I hate nights. I hate being awake because there is just nothingness. I hate sleeping because when I do it is just endless nightmares. So I'm caught in a horrible ultimatum. At night is when I write here and is...
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drummer73129929:

I agree. I'm curious about these dreams/nightmares.

Though I can relate to you on the fear of commitment part. I have the same problem. I tend to sabotage every relationship or friendship that gets remotely close to me. I'm doing it to my GF right now and can't seem to stop it.

Feb 15, 2005

st_eve_bc:

never put the 2 before the 1

if your some composite apoxy cementing the gaps in what is the family quilt, maybe its ok for you to sew your own patches.

"live you life, be free"
I believe that is a belinda carslile song

Feb 15, 2005

Oh how I wish I had a less boring life. Work last night went well, though I didn't get home until after 4 this morning. The only down side I can see from this job is the fact that I have to stand around in heels for 8 hours because we're not allowed to sit down. My feet hurt so bad today and they're a...
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icantplayguitar:

stripclub's and sawed-offs. boorring

Feb 13, 2005

steel_talons:

I know what you mean. Its expected for people with money and corporations to give until it hurts, otherwise they look like they dont care. But, then again there are those who will buy a diamond-studded collar for their dog while someone else is starving to death. No matter how much in debt I may be Toys for tots get a few from me every year.

And dont you get to sit on laps at all?

Feb 13, 2005

My days have become extremely monotonous. I wake up, workout once or twice, shower, go to work or sit here with J, come home and play mahjong until I decide to take some nyquil to fall asleep. It kills me that I can't sleep again. Luckily Rylie has come to my rescue a couple of times to stave off boredom for yet another night.

I'm...
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judas:

then i will see you sunday night, dear.

Feb 11, 2005

billybillybilly:

hehe... that's kind of awesome.

Feb 11, 2005

I really need to do something with my hair. Some sort of awesome dye job. If any of you awesome hair doers out there feel like playing around, my head is your tapestry. Domo arrigato gozaimasu, kanpai!

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escottie:

Rylie said:
there is a naked pic of you in my comments that you didn't put there.

i put that picture there poking fun at rylie and taiko's vacation plans. besides, it's not a picture of you--it's a picture of a faceless naked woman that rylie just happened to recognize.

Feb 9, 2005

halsonic:

You must be a natural marksman (markswoman?). I used to have several handguns but I sold them all to save for my house.

Feb 10, 2005

Last night was not a night of good tidings. I decided to go with my sister to my mom's in Wisconsin. As we got about 5 miles from her house, we were coming around a corner. We hit a patch of ice and since it was also slushy out we started to fishtail. I almost pulled out of it but I hit another patch and...
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charitee:

WAKE UP LITTLE GIRL AND STOP BEING BORED.

BOO!

Feb 8, 2005

darkjuan:

almost the same thing happened to me a bout 10 years ago.

I was coming home from a co-ed babyshower. (kegs were involved) I was a little tipsy, but more tired than anything. driving on a curvy road while it was raining. eyes got really heavy while hitting a turn and didn't turn enough. ended up going over the side of an embankment about 25 ft. luckily nothing happened to me or the car. but had to wait for a passer by to take me to a phone so I could call my roommate. I was going to say that someone stole my car that night so I wouldn't have to deal with the cops on account of my drinking. But a sheriff showed up before my roommate did. He asked if I had been drinking. I said yes but about 4 hours ago and I only had a couple. (needless to say the accident sobered me up really quick.) He smelled my breath and everything, but I think he just let me go cause nothing happened.
Anyway the towtruck came by and pulled me out. Had him take the car home and I drove with my roommate back to the house. All and all, I was safe, the car was ok, and I didn't get arrested!

I drove by that same corner a couple months after and they put up a guard rail. Complete with fresh paint from cars that have hit it numerous times.

crazy!!

Feb 8, 2005

I'm telling you, eventually, I'm going to work a full night at Sheiks, once they stop fucking shit up, heh. You should see my new little outfit they made me buy for 80 dollars, which is waaaaaaaaaaay too much. Its cute, though.

I need to work out hardcore this weekend. I'm sure I will, but I'm feeling lazy at the moment. I need to run...
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icantplayguitar:

i'm the first to comment in your journal

Feb 6, 2005