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Well, its official, I start on tuesday. START RAKIN IN THE DOUGH MWAHHHHHHHHH HA HA HA HAAAAAAAA. Then you guys will be poor, and my sister and I will be "blingin'", which she informed me meant rich or something, I don't know. Anyway, I don't think it'll be so bad.

I used to hate tequila, now I don't. Actually, I think I just hate taking shots, but now I'm okay with it.

ASS RAPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One of the ponies at the farm almost died last night. I guess horses die of constipation. They need malox or whatever. Mix it up with their oats and grains.

I have been having really fucked up dreams for the past few years. Every night its at least 2 new weird dreams. I think my mind is trying to make up for how excrutiatingly boring my life actually is.

I'm wearing a skirt tonight. It's a new approach to my life, that I can be pretty and not have to be a sissy because of it. Lets face it, I can still kick ass with the best of them while wearing a skirt. I'LL CUT YOU DEEP!!!!!

I miss my kitties. I haven't been to the farm in weeks. I hear they're getting really big. I want to bring my kitty Hannity home with me, but I don't feel like paying 500 until she gets her ass a job and pays rent. I might just try to sneak her in, I'm sure they won't even notice.

I hate reality shows. And people who try to be extremely motivating. And people who try to tell me my opinion. In my extremely short job I just finished, my computer was across from a guy who did exactly that. I wanted to punch him in the face, I even drew a picture of me doing it and showed it to my friend. Then we wrote captions. I wonder why I got fired, ha ha. Actually it was incredibly boring and they overhired and laid off about 50 people. Crappy.

I really love singing. I wish I could sing in a band, but eh, I don't think I've got the motivation. Or maybe I'm just a pussy and would rather not put myself out there at much. And maybe I should shut up and just live my life and not care about peoples opinions because it really doesn't matter.

Who is John Galt...

I haven't had a long journal entry in quite a long time, so I figured it was over due.

I would come to more events, but frankly, I'm a bit shy, and while I try to overcome it, I hate those instances where I stand amidst the people I sort of know, but no ones talking to me, so usually I just chill and sit in my own little world.

I think there is a certain virtue to selfishness. I don't understand why it is deemed unacceptable, or taboo. If you look at animals, they do what they do to keep their existance going. I don't think it's bad that humans do the same. I don't think I'm a bitch for not donating money to tsunami victims, as I don't think I'm a bitch for wanting to keep my money instead of wasting it on welfare systems that don't work. I earn my money, I should get to keep it. I don't think there's anything wrong with that. That is all.

Well, I think I've had enough for the time being, and I'll talk to you all later. LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MP (as it has been so elequently put by Neo)