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Tuesday Dec 23, 2003

Dec 23, 2003
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Well, I'm sure you all noticed the incredicreepy new picture of me. Gives me a sinister look I think. I'm thinking about keeping it, I don't know. Tell me your thoughts.

I had a dream last night that my house burnt down. I ran back in there and began collecting all the stuff I needed. I grabbed clothes, shower stuff, all my collars, ha ha. Apparently those are things I just can't live without. I hate dreams like that. Could you imagine if your house burnt down, trying to figure out what to grab and what to leave. Luckily I don't have any animals, of course they would come first. Hey, that's another dream I had last night. I was in this huge pet shop, and they had all these dogs, and a few of them had puppies. There were these little wiggly wiener dog puppies, they were so cute. Thats my favoarite dog I think. They'er just so happy and wiggly, and when they wag their tails, their whole back end wags too, ha ha. Ah, so cute. So if any of you have a wiener dog, I'll be over.

Woah, I just thought of another dream I had. I was in college, in these dorms that were separated by a thin sort of gossamer sheet, like it was one really long bed just partitioned by these sheets. So I was sleeping one night and I looked over, and there was a dead bloody gut covered person next to me. And then all these guys started showing it. All in all it was a creepy dream, but I always dream of death killing destruction, so nothing new.

Huh, I just keep editing and editing today. Well lets see, I hate the holidays. I think my life is falling apart right in front of me and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. I hate it. Really I wish I could just run away somewhere. Maybe I could get away from all this shit. I finally got Richard to call me, and he told me he didn't want to see me for the holidays because I cause him too much drama. One thing I am not is a drama queen. I hate drama and avoid it at all costs, so when he says that, it really pisses me off. He says that he thinks he's playing second string to my ex. I still live with him, can't really help that, being poor and all, and I don't want to stick him with all the bills, so he gets a chance to look for a roomie and shit like that. I don't think that's horrible of me. Apparently its worth not seeing me over. Fine, I guess I'm a terrible person, you don't have to see me anymore. He won't have to deal with any of my drama. Asshole. I just don't want to deal with it anymore.
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psychobilly1322:
First, it's not the PICTURE that's creepy, just you. Ya got that whole "Richard Ramirez is SO my hero" thing goin on. I have fucked up dreams of death and chaos all the time. Mine are memories tho... This Dick guy seems like he's comin up with excuses not ta see ya. You totally AREN'T a drama queen. The fact that you still live with yer ex is totally irrelevant here. Ya need ta avoid that asshole like he's covered in shit. He seems like he's ready ta hang out with ya only when it's convenient to him. (=HORNY) You can do better. It's not yer fault he's an ass and you attracted him. I mean, girls date ME right? Um...well, they WOULD anyway...(wouldn't they? I guess not...) Ya ain't a bad person, but I think ya got a desire ta not be alone, somthing usually amplified by the holidays. And I agree: The holidays suck ass...except for that one Christmas I spent in a hot tub in the mountains, with six beautiful beatches. (Ok, maybe I was full of shit on that one...) Well, try ta have a happy Christmas, and be thankful it's only once a year. ARRR!!!
Dec 23, 2003
victorian:
ok ok

how do you look soooo funkin creepy without trying>?????
Dec 24, 2003

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