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Well my home town is Long Beach California, born and raised... But I now reside in Portland Oregon

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Wednesday Jan 19, 2005

Jan 19, 2005
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Fuck This

Fuck my life
Nothing ever goes right
Everyone around me is happy
While I sit in the corner and cry
It's been like this since I can remember

Fuck my soul
I hate everyone
I want to kill everyliving thing
I wish everyone knew how much I wanted to die
It's been like this since I can remember

Fuck love
Even though my girl is great
I wish that we could be closer together
I tell myself that I hate love but its just a lie
It's been like this since I can remember

Fuck em
I'm not changing for any reason
I wish my feelings were more visible
I make people happy at my expense or at least I try
It's been like this since I can remember

Fuck me
Here I am in this world
Nothing has worked to stop the pain
I cut, I scream, I bang my head, I turn up the NIN
And it's been that way since I can remember

So instead of talking
Instead of walking
Instead of killing myself
I right these poems
You may not like them
you may think they suck
But they are my inner most feelings expressed in the best way possible that I can remember...

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