time for another week of work.... the same daily grind of getting yelled at. the same shit just a diffrent day I am not happy with my job anymore. the only thing that drives me to get through the day is you....... I cant go and just work day in and day out anymore. If I am not thinking about you or reaching for you it just dosent feel right. so I know as long as keep in my mind and my heart I can keep going........ I decided to study for this engineering test called NICET. its just about how well you know your building codes but its one the more important certs in my field. so as soon as I get that my time in california will be shorter because thats what jobs are looking for. they dont care about the amount of experience you have or how tech savy you are. not even with how well you can complete jobs under hours and make them a bonus. they want to see how many little training papers you can get or certifications. that really chaps me because I run circlea around people with all the those fancy papers. anyways