Yay! 
Maybe i can finally get healthy. I'm being put on 3 weeks of antibiotics thanks to my cat scan which showed very nasty infected sinuses 
between antibiotics and my move coming up i should be a new woman. i think my current apartment has been making me sick somehow, maybe molds. Now that my health may be getting back on track, hopefully i can get my emotions back on track too. dealing with childhood issues has been a rollercoaster of emotion to me. some days i feel fine as if i was totally uneffected, other days i can't help but think it fucked me up somehow. i think i may talk to a profession who can help me sort thru these mixed feelings. At least everyone has been supportive of me, that counts for alot of my coping. thanks for your well wishes.
on the road to recovery...
Maybe i can finally get healthy. I'm being put on 3 weeks of antibiotics thanks to my cat scan which showed very nasty infected sinuses between antibiotics and my move coming up i should be a new woman. i think my current apartment has been making me sick somehow, maybe molds. Now that my health may be getting back on track, hopefully i can get my emotions back on track too. dealing with childhood issues has been a rollercoaster of emotion to me. some days i feel fine as if i was totally uneffected, other days i can't help but think it fucked me up somehow. i think i may talk to a profession who can help me sort thru these mixed feelings. At least everyone has been supportive of me, that counts for alot of my coping. thanks for your well wishes.
on the road to recovery...
mostwanted76:
Hey sugar whats up....I'm starting to get active and explore this SG thing thought I'd say hi to some of the boston and NewEngland people I find....good luck with all that stuff?you seem like a nice sensitive person and that can be a good thing.Its good to have feelings there is no joy with out pain.I have issues myself its how you deal with them thats important. I've spent too much time in the past trying to make my self numb so I didn't feel anything at all.I try to embrace my highs and lows the joy and the pain.some pain can be very enjoyable!take care girl.