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Wednesday Jun 19, 2013

Jun 19, 2013
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Long time no talk... Let's start from January this year. So I finally move back home, again, but this time, I have no job and nothing lined up. After I get back home, I come to a horrible realization about the girl that I started seeing a few months before I came back. I come to find that I was so lonely and desperate to have a relationship and try to be happy, I jumped in to a relationship with a girl who would have just been a better friend. In the end, I ruined a friendship due to desperation and loneliness. Shortly after the break-up, I get to go on a trip to Israel for ten days, which was the best trip I have ever been on. So lucky me, I break-up with her and get to run off to another country and completely clear my head.
After I clear my head, I pull myself together and start focusing on finding a job. Then, in April, my grandma died, thanks to my 'wonderful' uncle, who was supposed to be taking care of her. His failure to pay any type of attention to her caused her to eventually have internal bleeding, which was stopped by the doctors, but then led to her having a massive stroke. After the stroke, it took her another 3 days before she finally passed away.
So the whole time I'm dealing with my grandma, I'm waiting for a company that I applied with, to call me back. So as I'm sitting in the hospital with my dying grandma and my family, I get a call saying that I've been hired and I get to start in May.
I start my job in May, and barely a month into the job, I get to go to the hospital. I end up spending three days in the hospital with myocarditis. It's inflammation of the heart muscle. So I get out of the hospital, finally, after days of waiting, then I go by work and let them know that until a doctor signs off on a release, I can't work. So as of now, I'm on a leave of absence until at least next week. So for the last 3 weeks I've been out of work, thankfully I'm living at home, so I won't be kicked out of a place.

Now on the dating front, of which my luck sucks horribly. So I started talking with this wonderful and awesome Jewish girl, and finally after about two long months of talking, we finally got together. Shortly after, she tells me that in July she is leaving on a trip to South America with her cousin, and she isn't sure when she is coming back. So about two weeks ago, she decides that, over the phone, she wants to end things before she leaves on her trip. I tried to talk her out of it and say it's better to just enjoy the time together and damn the pain and frustration of having to say goodbye when she leaves. She still said no and we are still talking, here and there, but not as much as we were before. I'm torn because we had an understanding when we first got together that she wasn't sure if she was going to be staying around town or not. And now that we aren't talking as much, I don't know what to do. I'm not going to stop her from going, but I don't want her to forget about me, and I hope that I'm a good enough reason for her to come back.

That's all for now...

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