A month since my last entry, so I suppose I'd better say something...
I chatted with Cat (ex-fiance) the other day, she said she'd been seeing a guy for about 4 months, and I didn't care, feel sick or upset, so I guess that must mean I'm finally over her. I just hope no one puts a curse on me to restore my soul as,...
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I chatted with Cat (ex-fiance) the other day, she said she'd been seeing a guy for about 4 months, and I didn't care, feel sick or upset, so I guess that must mean I'm finally over her. I just hope no one puts a curse on me to restore my soul as,...
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Yesterday I had a kangaroo burger. That was damn good eating. I have a new favorite meat.
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farsight00:
well in australia, roo meat is usually reserved for pet food. although some restaurants stock it as a novelty.
vampsinthe78:
Awwww.. Creamygoodness beat me to the gag..
I can believe its good quality.. Is more like pork or beef?
Oh yeah.. Just stopped by to see the other SG member with a penchant for the fantastic "brass eye"...
v78 @_@
I can believe its good quality.. Is more like pork or beef?
Oh yeah.. Just stopped by to see the other SG member with a penchant for the fantastic "brass eye"...
v78 @_@ The painfull remnants of my soul have now completely gone. This can only be a good thing, as nothing can hurt me now.
I'd been talking alot to a girl called T lately. We met randomly online while she was at her cousins, didn't have net access herself, so we started talking on the phone.
When she first answered, I thought I had miss-dialled Cat's...
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I'd been talking alot to a girl called T lately. We met randomly online while she was at her cousins, didn't have net access herself, so we started talking on the phone.
When she first answered, I thought I had miss-dialled Cat's...
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rxqueen:
aww im sorry you think that.
im sure yr soul is still in one piece, yr just letting outside factors get to you
im glad to hear you got *k* out of yr system tho.
see, all that crap experienced paid off.
have a good day lovely.
xo
im sure yr soul is still in one piece, yr just letting outside factors get to you
im glad to hear you got *k* out of yr system tho.
see, all that crap experienced paid off.
have a good day lovely.
xo
wated:
That's almost worthy of Tricia...
Good luck
Good luck
Back now.
Hunting is an expression a (female) friend and I use for going out and getting our jollies on. (not together)
I had a nice weekend, but have been let down once more by someone lying to me about things. Still, as I don't have a soul anymore, it doesn't hurt, and I don't care.
It's nice to be home,
Thanks for the comments,...
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Hunting is an expression a (female) friend and I use for going out and getting our jollies on. (not together)
I had a nice weekend, but have been let down once more by someone lying to me about things. Still, as I don't have a soul anymore, it doesn't hurt, and I don't care.
It's nice to be home,
Thanks for the comments,...
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Gone hunting...
Words and pictures to follow soon...
Maybe...
Words and pictures to follow soon...
Maybe...
kinto:
Hunting for... ?
K
K
maelwys:
Wabbits!
Well, thats about all there is to hunt in Surrey but at least you have more variety than London. I'm hunting Squirrels.
We'll have to arrange another meetup soon and get you up to the smog bound Londinium, been a while since we've seen you.
Well, thats about all there is to hunt in Surrey but at least you have more variety than London. I'm hunting Squirrels.
We'll have to arrange another meetup soon and get you up to the smog bound Londinium, been a while since we've seen you.
Here in the darkness I'm so alone,
all there is is silence,
like a whirlwind in my mind.
My shattered soul like debris in a tornado that will never come to rest.
All I feel is pain,
pain caused by others,
caused by everyone
caused by myself.
Why must I suffer so much?
What did I ever do to deserve this?
Will it ever end?...
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all there is is silence,
like a whirlwind in my mind.
My shattered soul like debris in a tornado that will never come to rest.
All I feel is pain,
pain caused by others,
caused by everyone
caused by myself.
Why must I suffer so much?
What did I ever do to deserve this?
Will it ever end?...
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asha:
dont u just love it when people talk about u...hehehe. u sound cool, and we have stuff in common - bonus 
just thought i'd drop by to say hi....and i totally agree with Kinto's post.
things will pick up
just thought i'd drop by to say hi....and i totally agree with Kinto's post.
things will pick up
_mike_:
Hey thanks for the heads up on the phone
Suffering builds character man , hang in there . you need to disassociate yourself from time and let it pass without watching it , and things will changer for you without you even knowing it .
Suffering builds character man , hang in there . you need to disassociate yourself from time and let it pass without watching it , and things will changer for you without you even knowing it .
Well, the object of my affection has decided to stay with someone she doesn't love rather than be with me.
Can I really hate my dearest friend?
Either way, I'm never going to let anyone ever hurt me like this again. I don't care if I'm lying to myself, I just know I can't stand to feel this way anymore or ever again, and nothing...
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Can I really hate my dearest friend?
Either way, I'm never going to let anyone ever hurt me like this again. I don't care if I'm lying to myself, I just know I can't stand to feel this way anymore or ever again, and nothing...
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nickysonic:
The world's shit like that. I just learned to harden up and not 'let anyone in', as it were. It's kinda lonely, but at least I don't get hurt. I'm sure legions of American TV psychologists would say thats unhealthy, but its better than feeling like shit.
Well, having spoken with the object of my affections, I'm feeling much less disgusted with myself.
We spoke for over 3 hours and were completely honest with each other. I told her how much she meant to me, and how much I had missed her when we lost contact, and she said the same thing. She admitted that she got on with me better than...
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We spoke for over 3 hours and were completely honest with each other. I told her how much she meant to me, and how much I had missed her when we lost contact, and she said the same thing. She admitted that she got on with me better than...
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nopantsdave:
I'm going to have a similar talk next weekend I think. This girl and I dated for a couple months about six years ago. It ended because we were just too far away and a little too young at the time. But about a month or so ago we started hanging out and talking again and now I find myself falling for her in a big way and I think she feels it too. I get to see her next weekend and I'm planning on telling her how much I want to get back together, hope it goes well. Regardless of how this talk goes, she and I have become closer friends over the past month or so and that's a damn good thing.
As an aside.....she kinda looks like Michelle Trachtenberg....I'll get a picture to prove it if I can, but she hates being photographed.
Hope everything works out for the best for you....
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As an aside.....she kinda looks like Michelle Trachtenberg....I'll get a picture to prove it if I can, but she hates being photographed.
Hope everything works out for the best for you....
[Edited on Jun 05, 2003]
kinto:
Honesty is always the best solution. It's just that some people don't know how to react when faced with it. I'm glad your story's working out fine (I missed the whole episode as I wasn't around).
All the best & good luck!
K
All the best & good luck!
K
I started a thread and the responses have left me pretty disgusted with myself.
I can't believe I contemplated what I'm contemplating. I used to be a nice guy, but now, I really don't know anymore.
When I said I was sick of having people take advantage of my good nature, I was serious, and I've made sure that will never happen again, but I...
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I can't believe I contemplated what I'm contemplating. I used to be a nice guy, but now, I really don't know anymore.
When I said I was sick of having people take advantage of my good nature, I was serious, and I've made sure that will never happen again, but I...
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roryy:
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nic:
Dude. hurting other people as a way to make yourself feel better NEVER EVER works. It just leaves you rotten.
Mail me and tell me whats wrong.
Mail me and tell me whats wrong.
I'm sick of being nice to people and getting fucked over or jerked around, so no more mister nice guy...
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debrajean:
it's hard to imagen a not nice spike because you are the nicest ever. really.
creamygoodness:
Indeed, I'd call him a sweetheart or somesuch but I can't, as I want to preserve my aura of tough masculinity. Grrrr.
Don't give up on people just yet Spike, I haven't given up on being a nice guy yet, I just save up all the sarcastic comments till their backs are turned.
Don't give up on people just yet Spike, I haven't given up on being a nice guy yet, I just save up all the sarcastic comments till their backs are turned.
I will try and make it to your party but it depends on work and other such shite