Fear leads to anger,
anger leads to hate,
hate leads to suffering.
I sense much fear in you.
-Master Yoda
I can feel the shroud of the darkside falling over me, I feel like I'm failing at everything I try, and the prospect of ending up like my father terrifies me, as does the prospect of becoming the arrogant, hate-filled, narcissist I became last year. I'm scared that that is what will happen, and I won't be able to prevent it from happening. Everything seems like a challenge, but I know if I run from them, I won't be gaining anything, but losing everything.
I must not fear,
fear is the mind killer
I will face my fear.
I will let it pass through me,
when the fear is gone, there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.
-Paul Atreides
anger leads to hate,
hate leads to suffering.
I sense much fear in you.
-Master Yoda
I can feel the shroud of the darkside falling over me, I feel like I'm failing at everything I try, and the prospect of ending up like my father terrifies me, as does the prospect of becoming the arrogant, hate-filled, narcissist I became last year. I'm scared that that is what will happen, and I won't be able to prevent it from happening. Everything seems like a challenge, but I know if I run from them, I won't be gaining anything, but losing everything.
I must not fear,
fear is the mind killer
I will face my fear.
I will let it pass through me,
when the fear is gone, there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.
-Paul Atreides
sliverz:
Just hold on, and remember that everything will be ok in the end, just as long as you believe it, and struggle for it. I assume things didn't go well... *sigh* That sucks. You're not asking for advice, so I won't give it, but I hope things start looking up for you. If all else fails, just remember than Emily loves you.
tonkakatt:
hmmm, I have all of the above. 