Here in the darkness I'm so alone,
all there is is silence,
like a whirlwind in my mind.
My shattered soul like debris in a tornado that will never come to rest.
All I feel is pain,
pain caused by others,
caused by everyone
caused by myself.
Why must I suffer so much?
What did I ever do to deserve this?
Will it ever end?
Why must people keep lying to me,
filling me with hope only to rip it away?
Why don't they care enough to be honest?
Why doesn't anyone love me?
Am I not special enough?
Am I not deserving of anyone's love to be Special to them?
Why do I keep torturing myself into thinking anything will ever change and get better?
I thought losing my soul would end my pain, that I would no longer feel hurt, but instead it just feels worse.
I feel hollow, empty, and nothing will ever change.
I wish I was dead.
all there is is silence,
like a whirlwind in my mind.
My shattered soul like debris in a tornado that will never come to rest.
All I feel is pain,
pain caused by others,
caused by everyone
caused by myself.
Why must I suffer so much?
What did I ever do to deserve this?
Will it ever end?
Why must people keep lying to me,
filling me with hope only to rip it away?
Why don't they care enough to be honest?
Why doesn't anyone love me?
Am I not special enough?
Am I not deserving of anyone's love to be Special to them?
Why do I keep torturing myself into thinking anything will ever change and get better?
I thought losing my soul would end my pain, that I would no longer feel hurt, but instead it just feels worse.
I feel hollow, empty, and nothing will ever change.
I wish I was dead.
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just thought i'd drop by to say hi....and i totally agree with Kinto's post.
things will pick up
Suffering builds character man , hang in there . you need to disassociate yourself from time and let it pass without watching it , and things will changer for you without you even knowing it .