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I started a thread and the responses have left me pretty disgusted with myself.
I can't believe I contemplated what I'm contemplating. I used to be a nice guy, but now, I really don't know anymore.
When I said I was sick of having people take advantage of my good nature, I was serious, and I've made sure that will never happen again, but I never thought I would stoop to this level of thinking.
My thoughts previously on the subject have always been, well, I wouldn't like it done to me, so I won't do it to anyone else, but now...
I guess I don't even know myself anymore...
I'm not going to deliberatly instigate anything, but neither will I avoid any situation that may occur.
What will happen will happen...