Well, the object of my affection has decided to stay with someone she doesn't love rather than be with me.
Can I really hate my dearest friend?
Either way, I'm never going to let anyone ever hurt me like this again. I don't care if I'm lying to myself, I just know I can't stand to feel this way anymore or ever again, and nothing...
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Can I really hate my dearest friend?
Either way, I'm never going to let anyone ever hurt me like this again. I don't care if I'm lying to myself, I just know I can't stand to feel this way anymore or ever again, and nothing...
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nickysonic:
The world's shit like that. I just learned to harden up and not 'let anyone in', as it were. It's kinda lonely, but at least I don't get hurt. I'm sure legions of American TV psychologists would say thats unhealthy, but its better than feeling like shit.
Well, having spoken with the object of my affections, I'm feeling much less disgusted with myself.
We spoke for over 3 hours and were completely honest with each other. I told her how much she meant to me, and how much I had missed her when we lost contact, and she said the same thing. She admitted that she got on with me better than...
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We spoke for over 3 hours and were completely honest with each other. I told her how much she meant to me, and how much I had missed her when we lost contact, and she said the same thing. She admitted that she got on with me better than...
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nopantsdave:
I'm going to have a similar talk next weekend I think. This girl and I dated for a couple months about six years ago. It ended because we were just too far away and a little too young at the time. But about a month or so ago we started hanging out and talking again and now I find myself falling for her in a big way and I think she feels it too. I get to see her next weekend and I'm planning on telling her how much I want to get back together, hope it goes well. Regardless of how this talk goes, she and I have become closer friends over the past month or so and that's a damn good thing.
As an aside.....she kinda looks like Michelle Trachtenberg....I'll get a picture to prove it if I can, but she hates being photographed.
Hope everything works out for the best for you....
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As an aside.....she kinda looks like Michelle Trachtenberg....I'll get a picture to prove it if I can, but she hates being photographed.
Hope everything works out for the best for you....
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kinto:
Honesty is always the best solution. It's just that some people don't know how to react when faced with it. I'm glad your story's working out fine (I missed the whole episode as I wasn't around).
All the best & good luck!
K
All the best & good luck!
K
I started a thread and the responses have left me pretty disgusted with myself.
I can't believe I contemplated what I'm contemplating. I used to be a nice guy, but now, I really don't know anymore.
When I said I was sick of having people take advantage of my good nature, I was serious, and I've made sure that will never happen again, but I...
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I can't believe I contemplated what I'm contemplating. I used to be a nice guy, but now, I really don't know anymore.
When I said I was sick of having people take advantage of my good nature, I was serious, and I've made sure that will never happen again, but I...
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roryy:
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nic:
Dude. hurting other people as a way to make yourself feel better NEVER EVER works. It just leaves you rotten.
Mail me and tell me whats wrong.
Mail me and tell me whats wrong.
I'm sick of being nice to people and getting fucked over or jerked around, so no more mister nice guy...
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debrajean:
it's hard to imagen a not nice spike because you are the nicest ever. really.
creamygoodness:
Indeed, I'd call him a sweetheart or somesuch but I can't, as I want to preserve my aura of tough masculinity. Grrrr.
Don't give up on people just yet Spike, I haven't given up on being a nice guy yet, I just save up all the sarcastic comments till their backs are turned.
Don't give up on people just yet Spike, I haven't given up on being a nice guy yet, I just save up all the sarcastic comments till their backs are turned.
As per Nic's request, behold, my new profile pic...
See, my hair WAS once this color naturally, and the stuffed dog... I still have it... We're both a little worse for wear now though... Perhaps soon there'll be a follow up shot
See, my hair WAS once this color naturally, and the stuffed dog... I still have it... We're both a little worse for wear now though... Perhaps soon there'll be a follow up shot
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gingerlie:
that is one adorable fucking picture!
gingerlie:
thank you. im just going to drink lots of tea today! yum.
Didn't get accepted onto the medical trial after all as my liver enzymes where too high and would prevent me absorbing the drugs properly, although that's not such a bad thing in itself. On the plus side, I now know that I don't have HIV or any Hepetitis strains, and accept for the elevated liver function, am in perfect health
Oh well, guess I'd better...
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Oh well, guess I'd better...
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comaprincess:
Hey, thanks for the message,and for welcoming me
I like your film choices
I like your film choices
goatsgotohell:
*gives you a titty twister for never saying hello anymore*
Whoomp!
Whoomp!I got fired today
Truth is I couldn't really care less. I didn't enjoy what I was doing, hardly spoke to anyone I was supposed to be working with, and was actually going to quit today, they beat me to it 
You know it's time to get a new job when you really do NOT want to be there anymore, and this had got to...
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Truth is I couldn't really care less. I didn't enjoy what I was doing, hardly spoke to anyone I was supposed to be working with, and was actually going to quit today, they beat me to it You know it's time to get a new job when you really do NOT want to be there anymore, and this had got to... Read More
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nic:
The show I was on is going to be airedo n March 31st. It was a documentary for Lamacq Live. I've listed everything in the events ection of SGUK if you're interested.
I sounded like such a penis.
I sounded like such a penis.
london:
Hi Spikey spike! I still heart you!!!!! Im sorry I havent talked to you in awhile....
Yay, new friends!!!! Thanks for allowing us to do this, O, although you've been on my friend's list allll along
Must try and get some new pics taken, I'm going to try something arty, but until I see how they come out, I want to keep it a secret
Must try and get some new pics taken, I'm going to try something arty, but until I see how they come out, I want to keep it a secret
goatsgotohell:
Well let me know when you put them up. =)
Yay new ink! My tattoo is finished
It's also on my neck, which means I can no longer hide it (apart from work shirts boo) Will be interesting to see what kinda reactions it gets me... Pics will follow as soon as possible...
It's also on my neck, which means I can no longer hide it (apart from work shirts boo) Will be interesting to see what kinda reactions it gets me... Pics will follow as soon as possible...
goatsgotohell:
I'm looking forwards to seeing it bro.
I keep hearing about it.... =)
I keep hearing about it.... =)
demigauge:
so do you have a real pic somewhere?
OKay, I'm not quite so bored anymore, and I'm getting more tattoo work done monday, so things are looking up. New pics to follow ASAP
An update from Spike-land eh...
Well, I'm pretty bored at the moment with pretty much everything.
I'm bored at work and making stupid mistakes that're getting me in trouble. Gonna be hard to convince my boss that I can improve when I've already told him I'm not finding the work challenging and want to transfer to another department, but I'll just have to wait and...
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Well, I'm pretty bored at the moment with pretty much everything.
I'm bored at work and making stupid mistakes that're getting me in trouble. Gonna be hard to convince my boss that I can improve when I've already told him I'm not finding the work challenging and want to transfer to another department, but I'll just have to wait and...
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girlcatx:
survey says:
(ding ding ding!)
"cute" is the number one most often used word to describe me!
oh come on. how can you possibly be bored being a jedi master?
(ding ding ding!)
"cute" is the number one most often used word to describe me!
oh come on. how can you possibly be bored being a jedi master?
emily:
nice!i like your pic
Nic, Robin, I hope you're both in the mood for early Christmas presents Chat later guys
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giga_geo:
socks suxor!
demigauge:
oo..nice pic...amd i think you need to update :Miao: