a35mmlife

So I've been partying too hard. Everynight is something new... some fabulous party with free lix and eats. Woohoo! Its tons of fun, but also quite draining. I dont think I have paid for a drink in like three weeks but have been loaded 4 nights of the week minimum. Summer. Ahhhh! I am about to head to a hotel for some poolside Mamosa's with a music video producer... soooo LA.

All is well with the love life. I am growing to realize that I was a big contributor to my own unhappiness. Sounds so obvious, huh!? Well I didnt see it so clearly. I had forgotten that I need to WORK at keeping myself happy so that I can be a good partner in the relationship. Doh! So simple. So silly. I have a lot of growth left to do.

I wonder why no one is responding to me anymore? Am I dull? Whatever...I am writing for me all the same...

toodles