Thursday Jul 18, 2002

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So I've been partying too hard. Everynight is something new... some fabulous party with free lix and eats. Woohoo! Its tons of fun, but also quite draining. I dont think I have paid for a drink in like three weeks but have been loaded 4 nights of the week minimum. Summer. Ahhhh! I am about to head to a hotel for some poolside Mamosa's with a music video producer... soooo LA.

All is well with the love life. I am growing to realize that I was a big contributor to my own unhappiness. Sounds so obvious, huh!? Well I didnt see it so clearly. I had forgotten that I need to WORK at keeping myself happy so that I can be a good partner in the relationship. Doh! So simple. So silly. I have a lot of growth left to do.

I wonder why no one is responding to me anymore? Am I dull? Whatever...I am writing for me all the same...

toodles
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jeremy:
You still gonna try to make it down to our party tomorrow after the other event you mentioned? It'll be going all night, so you won't have to worry about missing it.
a35mmlife:
i assisted larry from the post on kids through another day in paradise and into prep on ken park. but his.... lifestyle... a-hem... was just too much and i outgrew the job. i got to work with him on some of his photo work as well, but larry just carries a camera and shoots. its not planned, its not organized, it just is....his life.

yeah, scenester. its work. im good at it. if you only knew.

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