a35mmlife

i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning...

i wish i wasn't alone today. today i wish i had someone to love. today i wish i had that someone in my corner cheering me on, today i wish i had that someone ready to nurse my wounds. today i wish i could curl up on the couch and lay my head on someones lap as she strokes my hair and tells me everything will be okay. today i wish i knew what went wrong. ive slipped today...im missing my fliplet.

im not sure where it came from, but it came and its sucked the wind out of me this morning. so now I am going to get dressed and try to find something to do to distract me. Im going to try to not sit around and wallow in self pity. i think im going to go find me a spot in the sun and soak in some of suns love.

for distraction tonight im off to see the hot hot heat and then off to some celeb partay... these things can serve to be more of a pain in my asshole than they are worth in the end... lets hope not...

...and life rolls on.