Why is it that when i am really busy all i can do is think about sitting on the couch smoking pot and eating goldfish? Then when I get sick and spend 24hrs in my appartment I cant think of anything but getting the hell out of here.
Why cant i find some silence. For real. Its not in TV. Its not in books. Not in working out. A bit in dance. Most definatly not on the net. Nor in the bong. Sure as hell isnt in religion *gag* Im not done looking though.
Being sick, I have had the longest time i have had to spend with myself in a long time. Hehe. I dunno. Im just not sure if I like me right now... im a fucking mess.
I realised that i havent been doing any of the things that make me happy lately. I havent been dancing. I havent been spending time with Fliplet. I havent been seeing my family. I havent been working as much on Summer Madness as I should. Ive been ignoring me. And I am feeling the pain. I am gonna be good to me this week. See how it goes. See if I like it.
that is if i can get off this fucking couch.
sorry for the bummer journal entry. im in a bummer kind of mood. but gumz is still purring...everthing will be just fine.
Why cant i find some silence. For real. Its not in TV. Its not in books. Not in working out. A bit in dance. Most definatly not on the net. Nor in the bong. Sure as hell isnt in religion *gag* Im not done looking though.
Being sick, I have had the longest time i have had to spend with myself in a long time. Hehe. I dunno. Im just not sure if I like me right now... im a fucking mess.
I realised that i havent been doing any of the things that make me happy lately. I havent been dancing. I havent been spending time with Fliplet. I havent been seeing my family. I havent been working as much on Summer Madness as I should. Ive been ignoring me. And I am feeling the pain. I am gonna be good to me this week. See how it goes. See if I like it.
that is if i can get off this fucking couch.
sorry for the bummer journal entry. im in a bummer kind of mood. but gumz is still purring...everthing will be just fine.
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be a good boy. see the fliplet and the family. see them at the same time. dance. love your work.
then top it all off with a trip to disneyland.
what could be better?
signed,
the pigeon-toed, under-toed flying purple people eater
no no no.
now we have the muppets 3-d movie, which is faaaabulous, although i sit through the whole thing with my ears covered because i'm a big weenie.
*blush*hide*,
fppe