Wednesday Oct 16, 2002

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because your flirt finds me out
smittens me with hope
and as much as i definitely enjoy solitude
i wouldn't mind perhaps
spending little time with you

because now all these tastes improve through the view that comes with you
and holding you we make two spoons beneath an april moon and i go 'oh wow'

because i have all over the place
but you have my favorite face
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perfect timing.

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i have to work today. lots of work. I wont get off of work before 10:30 tonight... and that just sucks.

This week, nay- month, has been such a battle for me. I am so emotionally unstable. I know that 'this too shall pass' and I know that I am in serious transition mode but none of that is soothing the pain. I just want to move on. Stabalize already. *sigh*

Last night I fell asleep before midnight. Can we be friends again? Just don't get used to it.

I forgot my cellphone at home. Im freaking out. It's worse than I expected...pray for me.

> music for the day: A very special compilation

> something you didnt know: I was the peewee karate champion for all of california when i was a wee little one *hayyyyyyaaaaaa!*
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rawr_ima_monster:
hey you, I'm faxing and emailing. bloop. hope work gets a little more relaxed. if you need an assistant, I knwo someone who's lookign for something. I may not have stated it clearly enough, our meeting was super fun and eye opening. I've been feelign ab it more focused sinse talking, but bleh, the world still needs to catch up to my head, it's totally laggin behind. I am continuing with the trying, have no fear.
Meanwhile, you are getting plenty of hapyp emotional support from others, but that's not stoping me, you're a good person, you'll have good things come to you, even if you ahve to wait for them. I hope I'll see you seoon, we need to chat endlessly some more about thigns both imoprtant and unimportant.
-I went away form the site for a few days, and I feel totally lost now. this is stressful
Dave
indie:
hey I didn't tell you this... but I remember when we were moving the second time... and you were in the truck with lala and daze. Well your Fliplet told me that this would be good for the two of you because she will cherish the time more that she spent with you. SOmething like that. I don't remember the exact words. Don't know if you wanted to hear that. Hey I posted for a dinner tomorrow night I would really like it if you came. Also there is a mod party going on at the Echo on Saturday I would like it if you came to that. Call me if you have time.

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