So today is a tough one...I feel hollow, I feel exhausted. I think it has something to do with my dinner with my pop's last night. Ever since his massive heart attack (on an airplane- i gave him cpr) I feel some deep fear everytime I see him. I think he reminds me of my mortality and I am scared of loosing him. This isn't what I want to think about when I see my father... I should be enjoying each and every precious moment now...especially now.
*sad*
I'm not usually such a bummer. Just feel like a sack of shit today. Could use a distraction.
*sad*
I'm not usually such a bummer. Just feel like a sack of shit today. Could use a distraction.
Oh! And I'll give you your distraction next time I see you baby.