So I think I am going to bring my girlfriend to see the SG show on Thursday at the Q. There has been a bit of tension over this site between us. She sees it as a porn site, I see it as an indie kid site that just happens to have naked girls on it. I have honestly never really thought of this site...
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I spent the weekend of the fourth lamping in an inner tube drifting on a lake. Perfection. Surrounded by my friends with drinks in hand, we floated the day away. A true testiment to our way of life as AmeriKans.
This past week has seen an amazing shift in tone. From weeks past. I feel stronger and more focused on succeeding as a person over...
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This past week has seen an amazing shift in tone. From weeks past. I feel stronger and more focused on succeeding as a person over...
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alice:
yes, you did miss out on the party, and you were also missed 
the attendees of the party: me, dr.h (of course), eric allen, rabiteen, hellvetica, dig dug, jeremy, shade, and macbastard. rockin like dokken. yes yes. but nobody brought the jello. i, of course, got sick after 4 or 5 drinks, went to lay down, and vomitted in the trash can more than a couple times at 8:30am. sounds like you had a good weekend, though. next time you bring the jello!
the attendees of the party: me, dr.h (of course), eric allen, rabiteen, hellvetica, dig dug, jeremy, shade, and macbastard. rockin like dokken. yes yes. but nobody brought the jello. i, of course, got sick after 4 or 5 drinks, went to lay down, and vomitted in the trash can more than a couple times at 8:30am. sounds like you had a good weekend, though. next time you bring the jello!
girlblue:
It's about damned time you learned how to relax! Gold star for 35mm! It's amazing how slowing down can give you so much focus. 
I am going to be too drunk to type for the next few days so I just want to wish everyone a wonderful and safe Revolution Day. Eat lots, drink lots and watch big explosions in the air... hurah.
See 'yall at Actionsound.
See 'yall at Actionsound.
dr_h:
yes yes and this one will be going strong untill 5am becuse I have DJ booked soled untill then...
it's alway good to see you..
it's alway good to see you..
manspeaker:
no sex no drugs no rock-n-roll????then come to (Q)..i have it all here
I can't wait for this mini vacation. Four days of sitting in the sun, drinking martinis and splashing in a lake with my Fliplet and all my friends. I need the break.
My boss is out of the office so I am going to sit here bored shitless, searching for music to download. I love summer.
It is amazing how my mood is effected by...
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My boss is out of the office so I am going to sit here bored shitless, searching for music to download. I love summer.
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digdug:
i don't know what a fliplet is. should i feel embarrassed?
manspeaker:
(Q) says:...GOOD BOY.....
*swimming for the surface*
What a week!?!! This was a tough one. But, as always, Winter gives way to Summer and the sun shines once again. After this week, I feel like I did when I was in High School as vacation finally arrived. Good stuffs in store.
It's funny. Rreturning to my desk, Im begin to realizing that I am strapped to this friggin...
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What a week!?!! This was a tough one. But, as always, Winter gives way to Summer and the sun shines once again. After this week, I feel like I did when I was in High School as vacation finally arrived. Good stuffs in store.
It's funny. Rreturning to my desk, Im begin to realizing that I am strapped to this friggin...
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dr_h:
wellcome back brother...
I ulsly hate theater too... but I have storng opnions about allot of that shit as we know...
I give it all achance...
I atuly saw one that i liked resontly too...
hope to see your for a bit on friday I will make srue you meet DigDug if hes in the house pluse other members
I ulsly hate theater too... but I have storng opnions about allot of that shit as we know...
I give it all achance...
I atuly saw one that i liked resontly too...
hope to see your for a bit on friday I will make srue you meet DigDug if hes in the house pluse other members
digdug:
I'll try to email you tonight with the scoop - it was funny.
Wow. Thanks for all the support everyone...i REALLY appreciate it and take all of it to heart. These liminal stages leave me feeling like I am swimming and I am a bit of a control freak so I tend to get overwhelmed. Your kind words help me feel that much more grounded...
Ziggy Stardust was so rockin'. Outdoors under a full moon, a few bottles...
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Ziggy Stardust was so rockin'. Outdoors under a full moon, a few bottles...
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digdug:
You missed an incredible evening last with the world-famous Voltaire. Amazing. We missed you, but I'm sure we will all hook up soon. Hope things are going well for you.
See ya later
See ya later
dr_h:
I gots anohter pow wow happening on the 5th info comming later today...
I just saw a film called 'The Inner Tour.' A doc from Israel about Palestinians who arrive into Israel for a tour of lands they once populated. Heavy. I found myself sobbing and tearing up at several points of the doc. Yeah, heavy. I highly recommend this documentry to anyone and everyone...It plays tomorrow at 3:30 again...go see it if you can...(yeah right...maybe digdug...)
Tonight...
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dr_h:
man mad words of wisdom... I can't tuch that... good adivece like this is golden......
all this from a porn sight.... I like the new desigen verry much all the great minds are comming togher
The felling of strugling is a weard one for me it's mostly based on how long it's been cence I payed my student lown... I jsut paid it... so I fell alright.. I'm dermand to take responsablity for that stuff...
all this from a porn sight.... I like the new desigen verry much all the great minds are comming togher
The felling of strugling is a weard one for me it's mostly based on how long it's been cence I payed my student lown... I jsut paid it... so I fell alright.. I'm dermand to take responsablity for that stuff...
gimmesatisfaction:
Hey, you.
Just wanted to say hello, and that White Noise is one of my favorite books, too.
And that I've been reading your journal, and you are on the brink of a big change, no? Don't let this make you stressed or sad. It's absolutely essential, I'm sure.
Just wanted to say hello, and that White Noise is one of my favorite books, too.
And that I've been reading your journal, and you are on the brink of a big change, no? Don't let this make you stressed or sad. It's absolutely essential, I'm sure.
Summertime. Gotta love it.
Last night's party went off without a hitch. Everyone behaved. Maybe its because the open bar kept em all lubed up, maybe it is because the weather was just right or maybe it was because I was drunk myself and could give two shits about the people there. Whatever the reason...successful.
Tonight is an outdoor screening of the film Fall of...
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Last night's party went off without a hitch. Everyone behaved. Maybe its because the open bar kept em all lubed up, maybe it is because the weather was just right or maybe it was because I was drunk myself and could give two shits about the people there. Whatever the reason...successful.
Tonight is an outdoor screening of the film Fall of...
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digdug:
I don't know if you have seen all of the films, but I kinda liked "Looking for Leonard". It was incredibly derivative of Hal Hartley, early Jarmusch, a little Susan Seidelman, Tom DiCillo, but for some reason I didn't mind. It made me nostalgic for those films. Some of the shots of characters walking down lonely streets against a brick wall, the set and costume design could have come right out of a Hartley movie.
Hope you had fun tonight whatever you decided to do.
Hope you had fun tonight whatever you decided to do.
manspeaker:
you were on the list at (Q) for saturday...dr -h showed up and of course the lovely miss alice worked the door...over a 1000 people showed up
Tonight I am throwing a party for 700 ego's. Yay. :| Its gonna be a long week.
So things are better. Slowly but surely. This too shall pass.
I had an amazing meeting this morning. I met a this financer who wasn't yer run of the mill P(b)ig Shot (oops did I say that?!). He is really interested in working with 'young talent who are...
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So things are better. Slowly but surely. This too shall pass.
I had an amazing meeting this morning. I met a this financer who wasn't yer run of the mill P(b)ig Shot (oops did I say that?!). He is really interested in working with 'young talent who are...
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dr_h:
yes thare is no H in your name... I think our eatern eurapen frind got my saying your name wrone
youll hold it donw... I need to come visit your wen your not so bussy...
youll hold it donw... I need to come visit your wen your not so bussy...
manspeaker:
"if you feel stuck...or if there is an area of your life that constantly brings you pain....stop and look at the whole picture..in life we tend to get what we need not what we want...begin to take time to know yourself..understanding yourself is the key to success...you are responsible for where you are right now...it is never to late to cast off unnecessary restrictions"...(Q)
First off... om my. Alice's new set is HOT.
That being said. I'll move on.
So I found out that the project I am working on, my baby, has a bit of support behind it that I wasnt expecting. It's wonderful news. I think this film will be off the ground in under six months! I can't wait to get moving on it. When this...
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That being said. I'll move on.
So I found out that the project I am working on, my baby, has a bit of support behind it that I wasnt expecting. It's wonderful news. I think this film will be off the ground in under six months! I can't wait to get moving on it. When this...
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girlblue:
Well seeing as how you knew you lost it...it looks like you might have found it. ; )
manspeaker:
i believe in you.. (Q)
i think i am finding my stride again... slowly but surely regaining my confidence and my spirit. feels pretty damn good in fact.
last night i went to the Kibbitz Room which at one point I would frequent. Tuesday nights, it was the spot to see mulletstars and funkrockers for a long while. But that was three years ago...so last night I was in the...
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last night i went to the Kibbitz Room which at one point I would frequent. Tuesday nights, it was the spot to see mulletstars and funkrockers for a long while. But that was three years ago...so last night I was in the...
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a35mmlife:
first off...lemme make it clear that i am not 'in the marketplace' for anyone...as rough as the past weeks have been, I am still smitten by my girlfriend and ...yeah... with that said...
she is 30 and i am 25. im just used to dating a WOMAN. I am not so sure very many, even the most mature or them, 18 year olds would fall into that category. maybe im trippin'...wouldnt be the first time ive had to put my foot in my mouth
she is 30 and i am 25. im just used to dating a WOMAN. I am not so sure very many, even the most mature or them, 18 year olds would fall into that category. maybe im trippin'...wouldnt be the first time ive had to put my foot in my mouth
digdug:
Your envelope arrived today. I'll be going to the box office tomorrow in hopes of good stuff. Thanks again.
Today is whizzing by. I feel like the rug has been swept out from under my feet and I can either hit the ground running or eat shit. So I am running. I just want to know if I am the only one whose life seems to be passing them by. I want to know if I am the only one who is busy. I...
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a35mmlife:
oh manspeaker... i have paid my dues...trust me on this one... i have all but sold my soul....i have retained my spirit, but given way too much...there are few worker bees in the hive who have worked with my vigor...
i am ready and deserving...it best come soon...i am about to give up....
i am ready and deserving...it best come soon...i am about to give up....
dr_h:
never give up... and it might not be the it you thought it was when it comes.... but it will be the right it....
dont' consern your self with the leval your at conpared with others... no two peoples life path is the same so thay can never be compared...
I never thought I would be ware I ame doing what I'm doing... but every day it makes more cenec why I'm here and the rewards at frirst seem vage but slowly come into focuse...
dont' consern your self with the leval your at conpared with others... no two peoples life path is the same so thay can never be compared...
I never thought I would be ware I ame doing what I'm doing... but every day it makes more cenec why I'm here and the rewards at frirst seem vage but slowly come into focuse...
Good luck, and hopefully I'll be there tomorrow...my original plan for a ride fell through though, and I just found out that I have to be to work early on friday. Ok, early is noon but that's hard for me, ok?!?!