Wednesday Nov 12, 2003

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helllllllo maddy.
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whippingboy:
'Sup brotha? I've been out the loop for a while, but it's time to reconnect. How's about that latte?
_michael:
i think im gonna get into this again.

Wednesday Oct 08, 2003

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nifty new look. not sure how i feel about it just yet...

more pics up...
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pureblu12225:
diggin the new pics especially the whole Bling one smile
you goin to disney again?
pyronautica:
SWeet! I love new pictures! Go to Disneyland! I want to meet you!

Friday Feb 14, 2003

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Well I guess its update time...

So the date was fun. She is a beautiful girl. Stunning actually. Buuuuut the magic wasnt there for me. There were no explosions, I wasnt thinking about what she dreamed about, I wasnt hanging onto her every word, i wasnt smitten by her glances...

Im just not ready.

Im still damaged goods. Im still in love with being in...
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g_felix:
Hey a35mmlife,

No attempted seduction here! wink Sorry to let you down on VDay. Ha!
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I fell in love and chased a woman for 10 years. I moved on and married but I still think about her all the time. We run into each other and things are cool.

From someone who's been somewhere similar. Don't try to quelch the feelings and memories. They will be with you forever (and that's a good thing). Trying to not think about it will drive you crazy. It did me. Acknowledge the feelings are there but know that you don't have to act on them. They will soon fade like a bruise. Yes, you've been hurt. If you try to suppress the feelings, then you are pressing on the bruise. It will never fade that way.

I wish you the best.
catsmeow:
that's the spirit... i hope the festivities brought you some distraction and happy times.

gramps is ok.. holding on. we shall see what happens.
thanks for asking.

have a great weekend. biggrin

Thursday Jan 30, 2003

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i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning... frown

i wish i wasn't alone today. today i wish i had someone to love. today i wish i had that someone in my corner cheering me on, today i wish i had that someone ready to nurse my wounds. today i wish i could curl up on the couch and lay...
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stiles:
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freyja__:
last weekend in april.
mark it.
smile

Sunday Jan 26, 2003

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Where do i begin? How do i even start to unravel the rediculous of the past ten days for you? From a fabulous dinner for the sundance kid himself to a hip-hop show to end all hip-hop shows, this has been a fieldtrip that is sure to keep us entertained for a while. Work was amazing and play was even better.

...but alas, right now...
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n:
i didn't know it was that cold in LA.
dr_h:
Oi time for a new junral entry...

are you comming out for drinks at hop lues...?

Thursday Jan 09, 2003

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Last night I went out with someone I used to do quite a bit of work with, but dont really know. He is the head of marketing for this big film company and a total dude. He called me with some potential 'buisness' to discuss so we of course went to grab drinks. [ i miss my expense account] Anywho, this guy was a complete...
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gil:
so youll be here monday some time?
ill email you my info
safe trip
yourname:
Expense account?

I can say I'm not looking forward to leaving this nice situation of film school--I quite intimidated/annoyed by the "industry" or whatever crap comes after the fantasy world I'm in.

Tuesday Jan 07, 2003

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The manic pre sundance faze has started. call after call of do you know who is throwing this party i have passes for that party lets have coffee at this event and with no home base for work really set up yet (arghh!) its kinda turning into a bit of a bitch to track. i need to database damnit! I'm a FileMaker Pro. wink

I know...
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artfag:
Let's be realistic about things here. Nobody, and I do mean NOBODY cares if artthug pukes or not...

Have fun. Do what you have to do, and TRY and make a difference. If you can great, if you don't want to...fuck you. I don't really care; I don't pay to see the shit that Hollywood makes. I do however care what Sundance does for film and filmmakers, and therefore I hope you do well out there and help some poor son-of-a-bitch like myself, who cares about art, become a force in the industry. Nuf' said.
ilovemikehunt:
your boy is pretty cool...thankssmile by the way, i argue with myself all the time. i swear, i'm fucking insane.

Monday Jan 06, 2003

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I went out for a smog check. It took effort. I ended up at Rock N' Roll Ralphs.

Rock N' Roll Ralphs. This is a place that I love. There is no musak more inviting, no parking hastle more worth putting up with than that of the Los Angeles cultural phenomenon that is the Rock N' Roll Ralphs. The rows of horrible produce and extra...
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marikdfa:
I have to see this for myself, where is it at?
ilovemikehunt:
indian food fucking rawks!

Monday Dec 23, 2002

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And with that I turn a new page. We begin a brand new chapter. The ink isnt dry yet but i can just feel the quill pulling and tugging like a bucking horse...ready to get started. But like a patient writer, I think I need to get up out of the chair and take a breather. I think I need to go outside and enjoy...
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digdug:
HEY!!! mad
I wish 37 was my president.
I'd rather be Condoleezza Ricebiggrin
thirtyseven:
you wished me happy hannukah AND merry christmas. sweetness.

this snow is total cuteness for sure (aside from you-know-what), but i got 6 inches of the real thing as the snowiest christmas eve on record. i saw kids building snowmen, sledding, and having snowball fights this morning. it all made me smile

Thursday Dec 12, 2002

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I wish you could see the smile on my face. I wish I could project the confidence and the drive that I am feeling in my tummy onto this journal. In the last three days I have had some seriously cool shit happen.

I think I have a few serious short term job prospects in line. One: Pulling sponsors for a party with FicsherSpooner at...
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atomic_tiki:
NICE!! free trip & room to Vegas. DAMN BOY!! You GO!! smile
catsmeow:
and why the fuck not is right! go for it.. hope you have a fantastic time! 400 strippers! i wish i was you right now.

"I jazz"... smooth baby, smooth. smile

Thursday Dec 12, 2002

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I wish you could see the smile on my face. I wish I could project the confidence and the drive that I am feeling in my tummy onto this journal. In the last three days I have had some seriously cool shit happen.

I think I have a few serious short term job prospects in line. One: Pulling sponsors for a party with Ficsherspooner at...
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