wow, everythgin has been a lil chaotic lately... I think the male & I are splitting up again... if it happens, it will be a good thing... we just want different things outta life I guess... I am incapable of being a hermit with him and he can't handle getting out and having friends... getting him to out on a "date" with me is like pulling teeth and getting him to go out with friends (mine or his) is a joke ! lol... his constant digs at me for being a bad parent because I like to go hang out with my gf's like once a week is getting tiring... his accusing of me being an alcoholic because I go out for drinks once a week is ridiculous and its wearing me down... when I do drink on my one night a week, I drink quite a bit... but not so much that I am barfing or beligerant, just enough for a good buzz... 
I'm so glad that I decided to go back to work... haha, he totally doesn't want me to be working... It works out nicely so we work opposite shifts now, so we rarely have to see eachother and I think that is the only reason we haven't killed eachother yet...
It sucks, I keep doing things tryign to get him to say that it is over... it is cinco de mayo, so I know I will be going out for a while tonite... then tomorrow, I have a poker night with my girlies... so I spose he will throw a fit as usual, but meh... I spose I will survive
lol, then on wednesday, its one of my bestest friend's bday... so I am for sure going to the local dive bar with her to celebrate...
soooo, I dunno. I know that is going out a lil too much
but oh well, I really don't care anymore... as long as I am a good mommy and stay home like every day with my son, and wait till after I put him to bed to go out, I don't , personally, have a prob with it... if it was taking away from my time with him, I wouldn't do it...
so anyways, maybe he will get waaay to mad at me after I come hom kinda late tonite and he will tell me its over
haha, I wish, but yeah he's too much of a 
hehe... xoxoxoxoxo
so yes... you must go bother my myspashe <3 , it is just that fucking cool...
I'm so glad that I decided to go back to work... haha, he totally doesn't want me to be working... It works out nicely so we work opposite shifts now, so we rarely have to see eachother and I think that is the only reason we haven't killed eachother yet...
It sucks, I keep doing things tryign to get him to say that it is over... it is cinco de mayo, so I know I will be going out for a while tonite... then tomorrow, I have a poker night with my girlies... so I spose he will throw a fit as usual, but meh... I spose I will survive
lol, then on wednesday, its one of my bestest friend's bday... so I am for sure going to the local dive bar with her to celebrate...
soooo, I dunno. I know that is going out a lil too much
but oh well, I really don't care anymore... as long as I am a good mommy and stay home like every day with my son, and wait till after I put him to bed to go out, I don't , personally, have a prob with it... if it was taking away from my time with him, I wouldn't do it...
so anyways, maybe he will get waaay to mad at me after I come hom kinda late tonite and he will tell me its over
haha, I wish, but yeah he's too much of a
hehe... xoxoxoxoxo
so yes... you must go bother my myspashe <3 , it is just that fucking cool...
yeah to being a good mom! that is the important thing. and yes, your myspace looks kikin' yo