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my mom did choose jif, it has so much sugar in it it's insane!i also was raised on a lot of soda. when i was young i thought i was going to die of a heart attack. little did i know i was mind tripping because i was constantly wired on caffiene. how could they not know that that stuff doesn't do a body good?(the seventies were wierd, man.)

it is hidden in my sock drawer. come get it, stud.

i know i know i heard that one when i was like 4 years old.

jeff buckley makes me nutty. grace sent me to another place that i did'nt want to leave, and so, for the most part, i did'nt. i listened to it for hours on end. the pain is just so sweet. i also think it was quite fitting for him to die by drowning. he songs were all about saturation.

that's his songs. dammit!where's the editing button, anyway?

tuesday's gone

have you checked out m. doughty's solo stuff (from soul coughing)? it kicks much ass. a good friend of mine was nice enough to record the album skittish for me and i became obsessed. it was the only thing i listened to for a while. now i read alot and don't get into music too much these days.

Must be bittersweet...

i don't like that sinking feeling, but you didn't ask me. i like to clean the kitchen. when does school start again?structure. an idea.a purpose.

no . . . when i get that sinking feeling i shut down. pure chaos destroys me.

i remember constantly being underestimated by adults when i was small. i remember really liking relatives that joked around with me and were comfortable with themselves. kids are sponges - they respond openly to their environment and it is fucking scary and they STARE.....yikes!