You know that sinking feeling and you like it. You miss it because it fuels you. You work best out of necessity. Better living through chaos.
vervain______:
i don't like that sinking feeling, but you didn't ask me. i like to clean the kitchen. when does school start again?structure. an idea.a purpose.
go_lately:
no . . . when i get that sinking feeling i shut down. pure chaos destroys me.