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actually, yesterday was a painful truth telling day. a friend of mine had admitted a while ago to being on love with me for quite some time. since our friendship has spanned almost six years and we connect in ways that are very valuable to me and us, i was not surprised. i had loved him, too, in a romantic way before, but i am very commited to my relationship, even though it is hard sometimes. bottom line is i finally admitted that i required more bounderies between us. i have matured and i don't just let things happen anymore - it could be a good thing or a bad thing. i think its a good thing. at another time i told you that i think the truth is much more interesting. i also don't hold company with people that i don't feel i can be truthful with. since alot of people can't be truthful with themselves, and obviously not to others, this means i don't have many friends. (cat on a hot tin roof - ouch!)

side comment (she's so wordy) i'm not saying i'm better than anyone, even cronic liars, i am only saying that honesty is very important to me and i find it incredibly sexy, although that wasn't the question, was it? sorry.