I love being bipolar. 
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5 am. and I am up. Unwinding has proven difficult this morning. Too bad I have to sleep at some point, or I'd just as soon stay up all day. I'm listening to Telepopmusic telling me to "just breathe". Another day staring at my cieling.
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a35mmlife:
your art is AMAZING... i like 'lux' and 'i' the most, but it is all spectacular. Wow. Im stunned.
babybeezer:
whoa, crazy...I'm listening to "just breathe" as I type this. creepy.....great song though
sounds like you need a massage
sounds like you need a massage
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babybeezer:
*hug*
babybeezer:
*hug*
Tonight a couple had sex in the bathroom cubicle next to me, all hot breathe and hushed voices hungry, bouncing off the bathroom tile. I watched their shadows on the ceiling tear at each other, impatient and reckless. Normally I could care less, but their tryst made me feel like the world could end tomorrow. I couldn't help but think that they knew something I...
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_michael:
gee, thanks for the no sell on last night...sex in bathroom stalls , beautiful woman bumming smokes...glad i stayed home and watched nightline.
babybeezer:
I wish I could, and that I had your clarity of conviction. But my heart and my body are not on speaking terms at the moment.
In order to found something new, one has to leave the old and go in quest of the seed idea, a germinal idea that will have the potentiality of bringing forth that new thing. ...You might also say that the founder of a life- your life or mine, if we live our own lives, instead of imitating everybody else's life- comes from a quest as...
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babybeezer:
Merry Christmas! 
And now I'm going to go re-visit my younger years and re-read the Drangon Lance books...and I love your picture.
And now I'm going to go re-visit my younger years and re-read the Drangon Lance books...and I love your picture.
babybeezer:
I like your taste in literature...only other person I know who's read The Alchemist, The Magus, and Crying of Lot 49. I love Rand, have you read Atlas Shrugged?
morning...my house is cold. I find it surreal that I spent the last five hours in an unconsious state, and have willed myself out of my stupor to start another round of monkey business. I am hyper aware of today.... Every day, lately.
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a35mmlife:
bootsy. its so warm outside. so beautiful. Take your hypersensative ass out into the sunshine and soak some up for me and my jampa juice.
Croupier was underrated. Didn't get enough love in the states.
Croupier was underrated. Didn't get enough love in the states.
tib0r:
dogs in space!
ediesedgwick!
**@**))))--------> !!!
dogs in space!
ediesedgwick!
**@**))))--------> !!!
I can feel it coming down.
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linz:
yeah yeah, i know.
nisi:
the temple is still there, in the middle of it all...
chaos is the score upon which reality is written.
-miller.
-miller.
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indie:
I love Vanilla Sky... I own it on DVD and I don't own everything on DVD.. only the movie that I like a lot!
nisi:
happy solstice!
Your husband/wife is having a torrid affair. You know about it, but your spouse has no idea and so keeps lying to you about where they are going..etc.. You know where the lover lives. You've hired a P.I. and have pictures. THEY ARE THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE.
What do you do?
What do you do?
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babybeezer:
of COURSE you get a cookie! 
nisi:
good morning sweetest pea in the pod.
if my partner was in love with someone else, i would have to understand... that person was not meant to be my life long love, true blue, one and only. it would hurt like the dickens...
but i would rather be with someone who loves me unconditionally. for now, i have friends, and i have friends who are also my lovers. it may never be, me... married. i have known love, i have never known one love of my life. i don't think i'm stable enough yet.
i hope that this did not happen to you.
i cannot fathom the heartache.
i wait, i don't think about marriage. because at this point i would be the one having the affair.
if my partner was in love with someone else, i would have to understand... that person was not meant to be my life long love, true blue, one and only. it would hurt like the dickens...
but i would rather be with someone who loves me unconditionally. for now, i have friends, and i have friends who are also my lovers. it may never be, me... married. i have known love, i have never known one love of my life. i don't think i'm stable enough yet.
i hope that this did not happen to you.
i cannot fathom the heartache.
i wait, i don't think about marriage. because at this point i would be the one having the affair.
With research, you find out just how small the world really is, and upon travelling further down the rabbit hole, happenstance leaves haunting fingerprints. You truly never know....and if you assume you do, you do yourself a great disservice.
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go_lately:
meow! long time without visiting your journal! you got a picture and you stole my "into" line! i shall have to visit more often 
go_lately:
heh well it was my old into line. i've been good if not interstate traveling. yourself?
adaptation.....
It's 4:48 am. I am not sleeping well as of late. Too many bats in the ...what ever you call it.
tib0r:
belfry?
maelwys:
Bellfry?
Dunno about Bohemond II head. Probably got destroyed when Damascus was sacked by the Mongols in 1260. Looting and Pillaging have destroyed so much over the centuries.
Were you hoping for a new mantle ornament?
Dunno about Bohemond II head. Probably got destroyed when Damascus was sacked by the Mongols in 1260. Looting and Pillaging have destroyed so much over the centuries.
Were you hoping for a new mantle ornament?
Ooooh im onna call you and see if i can drag ya!!!
(im going to my meetings)