once again, more problems with ben.
i love him, he doesnt know if he loves me so much anymore.
i wish i could say that i could just leave him, but of course its not so easy.
i love him so much, its stupid and embarrasing.
because now i have to wait around for him to decided whether or not he loves me enough to stay/ wants to leave me cuz it apparently love just aint enough.
i feel so worried, i have never been like this before.
we have had our bad times in the two years we have been going out, but never never like this.
i really really feel we might be near the end, and i dont want to let go. its all what he wants.
aargh, love sucks. fuck fuck fuck. alright thats enough.
in other news, got some of my half sleeve coloured, 5 hour session and not even a quarter finished!
going to soundwave festival on 24th feb cant wait so excited!
work suck, and i have the flu.
yay!!
i love him, he doesnt know if he loves me so much anymore.
i wish i could say that i could just leave him, but of course its not so easy.
i love him so much, its stupid and embarrasing.
because now i have to wait around for him to decided whether or not he loves me enough to stay/ wants to leave me cuz it apparently love just aint enough.
i feel so worried, i have never been like this before.
we have had our bad times in the two years we have been going out, but never never like this.
i really really feel we might be near the end, and i dont want to let go. its all what he wants.
aargh, love sucks. fuck fuck fuck. alright thats enough.
in other news, got some of my half sleeve coloured, 5 hour session and not even a quarter finished!
going to soundwave festival on 24th feb cant wait so excited!
work suck, and i have the flu.
yay!!