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Ok
Saturday
i spent all day outside
i laid by the pool and read in the sun
got burned
today
i am freezing
the little snow flake on my car thermostat
came on
how bizzare

another horrible monday
why can't i ever sleep well on sunday nights
every worry i have ever had pops into my head
i need to get fucked up or get a cuddle bunny

update-
ok, now i am feeling super shitty
i need to get my thoughts off of money and taxes
i watched StrongBad and i feel a little better
but not muc better
ugh