_v_

in the heat of the moment
they were naked and doing that thing that
people do when they are naked
and she called out my name
she was with him though not me
i feel bad and i had nothing to do with it
i told them i was living vicariously through them
but this is just beat up
i feel weird and awkward and guilt
(i am referring to my friend and his lady by the way)


but on a cheerful note i had the most amazing dream about my favorite SG and no it wasn't that kind of dream. i woke up feeling so damn fine. thank you for sneaking into my dream.
i think a certain french girl was taunting me in my dream world aswell. i can't wait to go to sleep tonight, and see what adventures are waiting for me.